Sirens (Cheryl fanfic)

Chapter 98

Relatives came to visit as they found out about what happened through the papers, news reports, the internet...Max was the talk of the paps..And its not really helping the teen..Though she feels numb with her surroundings.. She can still feel the embarrassment...And her mind was consumed by the thoughts of her relatives being disappointed or thinking that she's a disgrace that she can't even appreciate her life...She also hates the fact that people are sympathizing her. Being sorry for her... And people who thinks that she just wants more attention..She hates it all..Because its not true.

The truth is, she wanted to escape, escape the pain that she's been keeping in for so long and the thoughts that left a deep mark in her soul. She wants to be free to the fact that the only thing that she can think of on making that happen is to take her own life.

Max lays quietly on her hospital bed staring at nothing. Cheryl holding her daughter's hand tightly as she talks to Joan about their stay here in London, while Katy is busy talking with Jay cause she didn't attend her rehearsals today.

Even though Max was in her own world. She can still hear the loud calls coming from the outdoors..The paps are at the hospital and they're waiting for Max to come out and it was strange for Maxene cause it seems that the calls from the paps are much louder and clearer compare to the conversations that's being created inside the room..And its destroying her mind..And she can't do anything about it..She's letting the voices get the best of her.. But she's not letting that show..

"Baby..Maxene.." A soft touch on the cheek brings her back to reality. She turns to face her Mam meeting those brown orbs that are now losing its sparkle.

"Are you tired?" Cheryl whispers as she tuck the hair that's falling infront of her daughter's face tucking it behind her ear with her free hand. She doesn't want to let go of the teen's hand, afraid that if she does, she would disappear.

"I'm okay Mam." Cheryl knows Max is tired and she can see that and she can feel that.

"No, you're not..You need some sleep." Cheryl tucked her daughter in. As for this moment, They were in their own world. They manage to ignore and mute the voices around them as they stare into each other's eyes. Both finding some hope..

"Mam..."

"Yes baby.."Cheryl rests her head on the side of the bed facing the teen as she stroke her hair. Which she misses doing.

"I-I don't want to go back to Rose. I want to move forward. C-Can you not take me there again?" Cheryl was unsure on what to say because Katy was the one who's in control with Max's theraphy and as far as she knows, She can't interfere with it.

"Babe, your Mum is in control of that. I'm not sure if I can agree to that. Don't worry, I'll talk to her.." Cheryl gave her a small smile earning a nod from the teen.

"Now go to sleep." Cheryl placed a soft kiss on her daughter's head whispering her love to her. That only her daughter can hear, keeping it secure and safe.

"Close your eyes." Max does what she was rold and closed her eyes letting darkness take her over but this time. She was confident that she'll make through her sleep without dark shadows getting her. Cause the hand that's holding hers keeps her  safe. She feels safe that nothing will happen to her.
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Max's visitors had left. Leaving the couple in the room with Max still in her deep sleep.

"Katy, Gonna ask you something."

"What's that?" Katy raised her brows as she made her way towards her lover and by the looks of it Cheryl was nervous.

"Earlier, Uhm..Max asked us something.." Katy gave her a nod signalling her to continue what she was about to say.

"She doesn't want the theraphy Katy." Katy already knew this was coming and she just wants what her daughter wants and with the fact that taking her to a psychiatrist lead her into doing this, She agrees to her daughter's decision.

"What did you told her?"

"I told her that you're the one who's incontrol of her theraphy."

"Well, I say its okay. You and me..Together we'll help her. We'll bring her back." Cheryl's lips formed into a wide smile and nodded. Cheryl's free hand made its way to Katy's neck as she pulled her down to capture her lips.

"Mmm. You taste like strawberries. Which is good." This made Cheryl giggle taking her lover's lips against her's again..Kissing her with pure love.

"Ba-Mmm. Baby, wait." Cheryl stopped and rest her forehead against Katy's.

"I haven't get to kiss you like that in like forever."

"I know..And I miss that.." Katy smiled placing a peck on Cheryl's nose.

"I love you.." It was three simple words but hold a big meaning.

"I love you too."

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