Sirens (Cheryl fanfic)

Chapter 113

Maxene's P.O.V.

I found myself sat on the sand watching as the waves crash on the shore. It was kind of relaxing me and its helping me think. To let my thoughts go along with my tears.

I still haven't take in anything and I'm getting weaker. I can already feel my lips getting numb. Even though my heart is cured, my immune system is still weak that's why I need to eat. Honestly, I'm surprised that I made it through the week without passing out. Though there are some instances that I would lose my balance.

Did they noticed that I ran away. Are they finding for me right now or they are too busy catching up with each other. Or they know but didn't care thinking I'm just somewhere near or I'll come back eventually.

I was feeling hurt this past few days. My routine was wake up early, make breakfast and eat but most of the time, I only make breakfast for mam. I would go upstairs in front of her room telling her that she should eat. But she always rejected it. I would always find the breakfast tray untouched when I return to give her lunch.

That simple action breaks my heart into two. With mam not opening the door every time I tell her that she can talk to me. It was a sign of rejection. She doesn't want to talk to me cause maybe she thinks that whatever I say it will not matter cause I'm still young and never had a relationship before that's why its useless. Maybe she's right, but I can always listen to her as she lets her emotions out.

I waited all week for her to come out of her room to the point that I would fall asleep in front of her door. But she doesn't know that because when I woke up, I would still be in the same position meaning she didn't emerged from her bedroom.

For a time, I was thinking that mam doesn't care for me. She only cares about mum, who in fact broke her heart, cause these past few days, I'm just like the wind to her. No, I was invisible, I felt useless and worthless.

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Author's P.O.V.

Cheryl was speeding through the streets in desperation to find her daughter. California is a big place and they don't know where to find her daughter. She can't contact her cause she left her phone.

Her heart was beating fast with her mind was already thinking the worst. She knows that Max is upset with her with the way she acted towards her these past few days. And she regrets that.

"Maybe she's at the beach" Shannon spoke up so Cheryl turned the car and drive towards the beach. She's doesn't speak, she's too nervous and has too many thoughts to even speak a word.

When they got to the beach, Cheryl pulled over and immediately got out of the car. She didn't wait for Shannon and just step on the beach walking around hoping to find a figure. And in a matter of minutes, she found a girl sat by the shore.

Sh walked closer and she confirmed that it was Max and her state broke her heart. She can hear and see Max crying as she wipes the sparkling tears off her cheeks.

Maxene's P.O.V.

"Maxene, Baby.." I stopped as I hear her voice making me turn as I immediately wipe my tears away. How did she find me.

"What are you doing here? Just go back to the hospital and leave me alone." I said bluntly as I turn my attention at the water.

"Max why'd you run off?"

"Why do you care?"I know I was being harsh but that's what I'm feeling. And I want her to know how she made me feel these past few days.

"What are you saying..Come on, Let's go back and the three of us will talk" I felt her hold my arm and tries to pull me up but I kept still. I don't want to go back. I just want to be left alone with my f*cked up thoughts.

"Just go mam. Just leave me alone."

"I won't f*cking leave you here all by yourself. Now stop being so stubborn and get up. We'll go ba-"

"For f*ck sake mam, I don't want to go!" I yanked my arm from her grip at the same time, I stood up and walk away. I know I wasn't suppose to have said that to her but my anger was getting the best of me.

"Maxene!" Mam grab my hand making me turn to her and saw her raging. "Don't you f*cking talk to us like that. I'm still your mother-" I let out a smirk as I look away. Now she's my mother, what happened this week?

"Really?"She looks at me like I'm a crazy person. Yea, maybe I've gone insane, but I;m still aware of what is happening.

"What the bloody hell is wrong with you."

"That's a surprise, cause I haven't felt that you are these past few days." She sighed and look at me right in the eyes.

"Babe, I was going through something-"

"And I f*cking knew that. I was there mam. I was there for you to talk to. I would listen. But I will always just be rejected for it. Every offer will be turned down."

"Ma-"

"You made me feel useless mam. I was invisible to you."

"Baby, that's not true." My tears started to fill my eyes as I hear mam's voice crack.

"No, mam its true. You just didn't knew...Just go back to mum. I'll go back to the hospital later. I just need some time alone." I whispered as I wipe my tears.

"Max..." I look up at her and saw tears daring to come out. I looked away but caught a glance of Shannon far behind her making me look down.

"Shannon's waiting for you. Just go, I'm fine by my own." Max started to walk away. Cheryl wanted to chase after her but she was rooted on her spot watching as her daughter walk away with a heavy heart. She knows hse needs to make this right.

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