Chapter 121

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Max's P.O.V.
I don't know where I am all I know is I'm far away from London. I found myself sat on the edge of a cliff with my legs hanging on it, just feeling the cold breeze hit my face. It was some kind of relief to me that there are no streets, no lights, no cars or buildings. Just trees and mountains.

My phone is been ringing off the hook but I didn't bother to answer them. I want to have a break, a break away from everything. Away from them. And with where I am right now, I'm already having scond thoughts on going home. Cause this is what satisfies me, some peace of mind so I can reflect on the events that are taking over and maybe figure out what is wrong with me.
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Author's P.O.V.
Its almost morning, Katy and Cheryl have just arrived at the house hoping Max is already home. They've been finding and callling her for ages but still nothing. And Cheryl is slowly losing hope.

"Maxene!" Cheryl yelled as soon as she stormed in the house but only the barking of Wacky in front of her is heard. Her vision got blurrred as she drop down by the bottom of the stairs and new set of tears fell.

"Che-" Katy stopped in her tracks as she saw her fiance drop her head down on her knees as she lets out a sob. Katy slowly closed the door and sighed.

At this point she doesn't know how to comfort Cheryl without beaking down also. She was trying to be strong. But for how long.

"Baby.." Katy whispers as she sat beside her taking Cheryl into her arms.

"S-she's n-not co-ming back."

"Ssshh, don't say that. Max will come back. Maybe she's on her way home, and when she gets home, we'll talk okay..the three of us."Cheryl just nodded even though she's still doubts .

She can't help to think that maybe their confrontation earlier is her last time seeing her daughter. She can't also help to think for the worse. What if Max had caught up in an accident. Cheryl is uneasy at the thought, her heart beating so fast. She might not forgive herself for that.

"She'll come back"
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Its already noon and no sign of Max...Cheryl didn't made any movement and just waited by the door holding her phone close to her chest. She was hoping and still waiting for Katy to come home with her daughter.

Katy insisted to leave Cheryl by the house while she goes and search for Maxene. So if ever Max will arrive home, the door is open for her with her Mam waiting. But it seems Max doesn't have plans on going home.

Cheryl is going mad about the situation. She hasn't had any rest, she didn't ate anything. She's knackered but she can't rest or eat without her daughter in her arms. She just wants to see her and hug her tight never letting her go.
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Max's P.O.V.
Rain starts to pour as I lay here by the grass. I didn't move, I let the rain drops to my whole body sending shivers through my spine.

I haven't ate anything and I'm starving. I can feel myself getting weak again. But I try to shrug that off..

With all the thinking I made these past few hours, I realized something. My past keeps coming back cause maybe I don't have accepted it. I keep running away from it. I haven't let them go yet and the only solution to this is to talk to Mam. Talk to my parents about my problem and not to run away.

I'm suddenly craving of her contact. Craving of her hugs and kisses cause I haven't got them for a long time and right now. I need them so bad. Also Mum's angelic voice that always give me comfort and her cute petnames for me that I find it so adorable.I need them. I want to go home.

I pull myself up with all my strength that is left in me. And wobble towards the car and immediately got in to the driver's seat.

I'm shaking, my head's pounding so hard and I already have a cold. I start the engine and start to drive.
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I arrived at the house. The light was on and I noticed that  Mum's car is nowhere in sight only Mam's car. But as I look at the house tears started to fall.

What have I become to be, I'm not myself these past few days. I became a rebel. I want to go back. Back to my Mam's arms and just stay thefe for eternity.

I turned the engine off and immediately got out of the car making me stumble but I got back on my feet with the remaining strength I have.

As the rain pours hard, I took slow steps towards the door trying to balnce myself cause I can already feel my knees giving up.

I finally got into the front door as I folded my arms and rubbing them for some kind of heat cause I think I'm gonna pass out amy minute. I rang the door bell and waited. I can already dark spots and I can already feel my knees are slowly giving up.

A light and a gasp made me look up and the next thing I knew warm arms wrapped around me tight. My arms shakily made their way around her waist pullling her closer and burrying my head on her shoulder.

"Where have you been huh?" Her voice cracked as she placed kisses on my cheeks. And that's when I broke down crying to her.

I miss her. And as much as I wanted to answer what she just asked, words can't seem to work with me.

"Lets go inside to give you heat. " She placed my arm around her neck and placed an around my waist.

"Mam I'm-"

"Sshh, We'll talk later.."  As I look at her, I saw sadness in her eyes. It was sending me guilt. I said hurtful words to her and here she is, accepting to this house.

"There we go." She sat me down by the sofa and I immediately curled up in a ball shaking.

"Wait a sec babe, I'll go and get a towel and put on the heat." And with that she left, ai was getting emotional. I shouldn't be treated like this. Mam should've slammed the door in my face earlier. She shouldn't let me in this house. Tears started to pour down my face as I realize all this things.

"Here, sit up for me,." She gently pull me up and dried me up. She removed all my clothes and replace it with new and dry ones. But I'm still cold, I think I'm coming up with something. She then lay me down the sofa and taking the duvet at the couch placing it over me.

"Get some rest while I call Katy yea." She whispers before placing a kiss on my forehead and was about to walk away bit I grab her hand making her stop.

"H-Hold me p-please" It was barely a whisper but I think she heard it cause she lie beside me putting her arms around me and I snuggle further to her burrying my face at the crook of her neck.

"D-don't let me go.." I whidper before O drift off to sleep.

Author's P.O.V.
Cheryl was close to tears as she holds her daughter tight. She's so happy she's back and here she is in her arms. Chery miss her daughter too much to even scold her.

Cheryl took her phone in her pocket and dialled Katy's number. It only ran twice when she heard Katy's voice.

'Hello?'

'Baby, come back home..Max is here." As soon as Katy heard this, she immediately turn her car aroumd and sped through the streets.

"Really?" Katy was in disbelief and relief showered over her. Her lips cracked into a wide smile as she rushed through the streets. She wanted to see her daughter and just hug her all day.

"Yea.." Katy can hear the tears in her fiance's voice and she knows  that she's not crying because she's sad, she's crying cause she's happy and relieved that their daughter came home.

"I'm on my way."

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