One Shots

I Never Stopped Searching (Ashley Purdy)

Nadia's POV

I kissed Ashley's lips and he stirred but not waking up. I left the letter on my pillow that said I was leaving and I didn't want to ruin his career. I headed downstairs as tears ran down my face. I looked around the house one last time grabbing the rest of my bags. I loaded them up into the car and pulled away from the house. I drove to my friend's house and he came out helping me in. "Sam is upstairs. I got your bags." Ben said. I nodded and headed up to Sam. She held me in her arms and let me cry. "Are you sure this is what you want to do?" she asked. I nodded. "I don't want to ruin his life. He and the guys are finally getting big." I said. She nodded and held me. Ben and her were nice enough to take me in until I could get on my own two feet. I ended up staying with them after I had my baby girl Sky. I was told Ashley was upset about my leaving and searched for me after a month but I haven't heard anything since. Two years later I agreed to come to Warped Tour with Ben and the boys. Danny left the band earlier this year but the boys still love him. I saw a bus pulled up next to us and Ben ran. I looked at the bus and saw the Black Veil Brides logo. "BENJAMIN PAUL BRUCE!" I screeched. I got him before he ran off the bus. "I am going to kill you." I said. All of sudden the door opened to reveal Andy and Juliet. "NADIA!" she squealed hugging me. I smiled and hugged her back. Andy glared at me. "I had a reason Andrew. Don't you dare give me that look." I said. "Mommy, James took my sandwich." Sky said running to me. I picked up the two and half year old. "James, I would've made you one if you asked." I yelled at him. "This is not a good reason to leave. You know Ashley would've been happy." Andy said. "I didn't want to ruin his career. Of course I knew he would've been happy. Just don't tell him please. I will sometime this summer." I said. He nodded and smiled at Sky. "Hey cutie. I am your Uncle Andy. I am going to turn you into a Batman fan like me." He said. "I love Batman." She squealed reaching to hug him. He took her in his arms and she hugged him. I elbowed Ben in the gut as he walked behind me. He groaned and walked away. "Will you please bring her to a show?" he asked with puppy dog eyes. "Fine just please for now keep Ashley away from us." I said. He nodded. "We go on in 2 hours." He said. I smiled as he handed me Sky. I put her down for a nap and I went to sit on the couch. I started crying. I still love Ashley put I know he will be angry with me. I went into the bathroom and fixed my makeup. I went and pulled on my long sleeve workout shirt and a pair of spandex pants so he can't see my tattoos. I pulled my long red hair into a ponytail and placed a baseball cap on my head. I placed sunglasses over my eyes and looked at myself. I barely looked like me except the red hair and noticeable piercings. Sky came walking out and I changed her shirt into a Black Veil Brides one. I gave her some lunch and we headed to the stage. Andy saw us and waved. "Who is that?" I heard Ashley ask. "An old friend who is with AA for the summer." He said. CC and Jake walked over. "Who is this little cutie?" CC asked. "My little Sky." I said proudly. "She is very pretty." Jake said. "She takes after her father mostly with her brown eyes and black hair." I said trying not to tear up. "We know it's you." CC said hugging me while whispering in my ear. "Please don't tell him. I am going to tell him sometime this summer." I said. They nodded. "You still with Ella and Lauren." I asked them. "Yes for me and CC is dating a new girl. Her name is Meghan." Jake said. "I'm glad you both are happy plus I didn't really like Lauren so now I'm happy." I said. Jinxx came over. "My little niece." He said hugging her tightly. Sky giggled at the attention she was getting. "Where's Sammi?" I asked. "Oh that C U N T is living in Germany now and I am dating an amazing girl named Alice." He said. I was shocked. "Well the, I am glad you are happy." I said. He smiled and tickled Sky. Ashley finally walked over. "Hi, I'm Ashley." He said. "I'm Nadine and this is my daughter Sky." I said lying about my name. The guys gave me disapproving looks. "She is a pretty girl." He said. "Thank you." I said. "Where's her father?" he asked. "I left him so he could have a better life without us ruining it." I said. "I doubt that. Any guy would be lucky enough to have a beautiful daughter." He said. "Thank you but I fear if I tell him now he will hate me." I said beginning to cry. "Hey, don't cry. " he said hugging me. It caused me to cry more. He rubbed my back. "I have to go perform now but can we talk after?" he asked. I nodded not knowing what else to do. I looked for Sky and saw that CC had her on his lap with headphones to protect her ears. I smiled as Sky enjoyed it. She climbed down and ran around the stage with Andy. She even sang along to Fallen Angels with him. I smiled as she was enjoying herself. Ashley lifted her up on his shoulders. I took a picture for myself and set it as my background. The boys came off stage and Sky was a giggling smiling mess. Ashley set her down and she ran over to me. "Can we watch them every day?" she asked. I nodded. She squealed and tackled Andy with hugs. Ashley looked at me and smiled. "Watch Sky. I need a couple minutes to myself." I whispered in Andy's ear. He nodded. I then took off running. I heard someone yelling my name. I ran to AA's bus and shed my clothing. I put on a tank top, running shorts and my hat back on. I got off and ran. I needed to just run. I couldn't help but cry seeing how Ashley acted with Sky. I toppled into someone and saw it was Ashley. I got up to run but he grabbed my wrist. "Please, let me go." I sobbed. "Never." He said pulling me in tightly to hug me. I just cried. "I have been looking every where for you. I never stopped looking." He said. "You should have stopped. I am nothing but trouble." I said. "No, you are not. You are the love of my life Nadia. I never want to loose you." He said. He picked me up and carried me to his bus. I saw Sky and she ran over to me. "Mommy, CC taught me how to play the drums." She said. Ashley looked at me wide eyed. I nodded. He placed me down and bent down to her level. "Hey cutie, how would you like to meet your daddy?" He asked. She nodded. "Cover your eyes then count to three and he will appear in front of you." He said. She covered her eyes and counted. She opened them and squealed. Ashley hugged her tightly and kissed her head. "Daddy." She said nuzzling her face into his neck. "Can I take her out?" he asked. "I will be right here." I said. "Nope, you are coming with." He said taking my hand. We walked around going on the water slide and watching other bands perform. He got Sky cotton candy and the poor thing fell asleep. We took her back to the bus and placed her in his bunk to sleep. "Watch Sky while I take Nadia to get her stuff to stay with us." Ashley said. Jinxx and CC nodded. We walked over to AA's bus. I grabbed my bags and said goodbye to the loveable lads. I told them they could see Sky whenever they pleased. We got back to the BVB bus and saw they were all gone. "They all went to see Juliet perform and Sky is with Andy." He said. I nodded. "I am so sorry. I love you but I didn't want to ruin your career." I said. "Fuck my career. I would've done anything to keep you. I could tattoo, be a hair stylist, be a fashion designer which I am, and probably still be in the band. I love you and I want to be with you forever." He said kissing me. I kissed him back missing the feeling of his lips on mine. I jumped on him and wrapped my legs around his waist. He got the hint and walked to the back of the bus. He threw me down on the bed. I ripped off my hat and took my elastic out of my hair letting my hair cascade down my back. "You are so sexy." He growled. I smirked and motioned for him to come over. He came over and ripped off my tank top. "I can get you a new one." He said attaching his lips to my neck. I moaned as I enjoyed the feeling of lips on me. I rolled us over and started kissing down his neck pulling off his vest. He stopped and looked at my arm reading the tattoo that said the outlaw's girl. He kissed it and then me. He reached up undoing my bra and groped my breasts. "Ashley, I have missed you so much." I moaned. He flipped us back over pulling my spandex off showing that I had no undies on. He unbuckled his belt and pulled off his pants revealing that he was wearing no boxers. I chuckled. He lined up with my entrance and thrusted into me, making me groan. It has been so long. He gave a few more thrusts before quickening his pace, making me moan even louder. "Ashley." I moaned as I spread my legs. He kept picking up his speed as I moaned even louder. He started slamming into me making me scream. I cried out his name. I threw my head back loving the mix of pain and pleasure. He slammed into my g-spot and pleasure shot through my body. "OH MY GOD! RIGHT THERE!" I screamed. He smirked. "I knew I remember where it was." He said hitting it again and again. I wrapped my arms around him digging my nails into his back. "Ashley." I moaned. He knew I was close. I finally released and so did he. We rode out our highs and he wrapped his arms around me holding me close as we cuddled. "Did you use protection?" I asked. "Sky could use a baby brother or sister." He said. I hit him in the chest. "It hurts you know." I said. "Ya but I will be there this time." He said kissing me. I smiled and we got dressed fixing our sex hair. We walked out to the front of the bus and headed to Juliet's tent. Sky ran over and hugged Ashley. I smiled and he picked her up placing her on his hip. "I love you both so much." He said kissing her forehead then kissing me. I smiled and held his hand as we stood with our family. Sky demanded that we watch Cinderella on the bus before she went to bed. So we did. All of us. Andy, Juliet, CC, Jinxx, Jake, Ashley and I. I really wish I never left. I cuddled into Ashley's side and he kissed my head. Maybe some day I will be Mrs. Purdy.