Mad At Myself (Tyler Carter)

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Sadie's POV

"I swear to god Mike, I'm going to kill her." I said flopping down onto his bed. "What did she do this time?" He asked. "She cheated on him again." I said. He groaned. "Please can I tell him?" I asked. "No, we are on tour. We need him to be at 100%. Soon though I promise we will tell hi,." He said. I groaned and went to join the rest of the boys in watching Dumb and Dumber. We are in Georgia today. I am making the guys go to a party tonight down by the river. Luke Bryan is going to be performing plus my old friend is throwing the party so hopefully I get to meet Luke. Sadly Tyler is bringing Hannah with us. I went to get ready before the bitch took over the bathroom. I finished curling my hair and did my makeup. I headed to the bedroom to grabbed clothes and there was Tyler getting dressed. "Oh sorry." I said. "It's okay Sadie." He said. I smiled and pulled out a dress. I stripped down and pulled on the dress. "Zip me up would ya?" I said. He nodded. I felt his hand on my back as he zipped it up. I turned around to face him. "Thanks." I said. He smiled and I headed out to the living room to wait for everyone. Soon everyone was ready and we headed down to the river. I saw the most beautiful big black jacked up truck. I always remember my momma saying you can always leave the country but you can't take the country out of the girl. I saw Taylor and ran over to hug her. "This is Tyler, Mike, AJ, Josh, Skyler, and Tyler." I told her. "You forgot about me." Hannah whined. I groaned and went off to get a beer. She is so lucky I haven't killed her yet. I started chugging my beer and grabbed another. I went to go find out who owned that sexy black truck. I wandered over there and saw Luke. I smiled and walked over. "This sexy truck yours?" I asked. "Why yes it is. You like it?" He asked. "Yes, I do." I said touching his arm. He smirked. "Can I have this dance?" He asked as I Don't Dance by Lee Brice came on. I smiled and took his hand. We headed over to the dance floor and he spun me around. I laughed and rested my head against his chest. I saw Hannah eyeing him up. If she thinks she can do that with Tyler here I will kill her. Luke went over to perform and I danced along to every song. He even kissed me during Country Girl. I smiled and waited while he packed up his equipment. Tyler came walking over thirty minutes later. "Have you seen Hannah?" He asked. "No, have you seen Luke?" I asked. He shook his head no. "Help me find him?" I asked. He nodded and we went off to find Luke. I heard moaning and Tyler looked at me weird. We followed the noise and there was Luke making out with a girl trying to get her dress off. "LUKE!" I shrieked. He stopped and broke away from the girl. The girl was Hannah. Tyler looked pissed. "We are through Hannah." He said. Tyler wrapped his arm around my shoulders realizing I would probably kill them both if he left me there. "I'm sorry about Hannah." I said. "Don't worry about it. I wanted to dump her for awhile but I couldn't find a reason to." He said. I nodded. "You should go sing." I said. "I guess. I will go get the guys." He said. I nodded and went to stand next to Taylor. The guys got up on stage. "This song is for my best friend. I just want her to know how much she means to me. I love you, Sadie." He said. I was shocked. Does he actually love me? Tyler then began singing.

I'm so mad at myself

For giving in to what I want, never again

That feeling we felt

We called it love, you called it off

And I never been so mad at myself

I got this old girl I know she's trying to play me

She's like a Honda, these days I drive Mercedes

She's a killer, try to get inside my head

Try to give her wine and bread

But she prefers the blood I bled

Playing chess ain't no way I'm gonna fight fair

She's playing tricks like the vixen in my nightmares

So damn greedy, that girl is so needy

I'm the king of this game, but I think she just beat me

I never should have let you in

I needed a hit of something

High for this feeling they call love

I'm so mad at myself

For giving in to what I want, never again

That feeling we felt

We called it love, you called it off

And I never been so mad at myself

I've got your melody in my head

Feels like I'm singing it wrong

Then again there's nothing worse

Than being addicted to a bad song

She's a fiend for attention

And I'm a guilty dealer

High for this feeling they call love

I'm so mad at myself

For giving in to what I want, never again

That feeling we felt

We called it love, you called it off

And I never been so mad at myself

So mad, so mad at myself

So mad, so mad at myself

Test me while you can, while you can test me

She said she likes the edge, but then she pushed me

You know how to make it hard, to walk away

I'm so mad at myself

For giving in to what I want, never again

That feeling we felt

We called it love, you called it off

And I never been so mad at myself

For giving in to what I want, never again

That feeling we felt

We called it love, you called it off

And I never been so mad at myself

So mad at myself

I started to cry. He was mad at himself for letting me go. He didn't have love with Hannah but he wants it with me. I ran up on stage and wrapped my arms around his neck kissing him. He wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed me back with equal force. "I love you too, Tyler." I said. He smiled and kissed me again. We spent the rest of the night partying. W soon both got tired and I climbed onto his back as he carried me back to the bus. I threw Hannah's clothes out of the bus and the bus driver sped off. I changed into one of Tyler's shirts and climbed into his bunk. He wrapped his arms around me and I cuddled into his chest then fell asleep.

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