One Shots

Never Lose Your Flames (Tyler Carter)

Saige's POV

"Tyler!" I croaked out. I felt the darkness coming. Why couldn't I stay strong for the ones who loved me and took care of me? "Saige, I'm here. Please don't leave me. I love you." I heard a voice say but then the darkness took over me. If only I had listened.

*Earlier that day*

I screamed in frustration as Mike cleaned up my cuts. "You seriously need to stop, Saige." He said. "I know but I can't. Life is just too hard and the bullying gets worse every day. You've seen the tweets and the Facebook posts." I said. He sighed and nodded. I heard the front door open downstairs. Great, Tyler is home. He will be so disappointed in me. "Guys, I'm back. Now let's go get the boys and get this tour started." Tyler yelled up the stairs. Mike wrapped my wrist in gauze and we headed downstairs. We loaded our suitcases onto the bus and headed to AJ's house to get everyone. I sat in my bunk and closed the curtain. I laid down and the tears flowed freely from my eyes. I felt my bed dip and arms wrap around me. "I really hate to see you cry." It was Tyler. I rolled over and buried my face in his chest. He rubbed my back and sang to me. I soon stopped crying and fell asleep. I woke up and saw Tyler gone. I got up from my bunk and realized we were at the venue. I saw Austin from Of Mice & Men. He saw me and smiled. I blushed and he started walking over. I was so nervous to meet him. Where are the guys to help me with my shyness? "Hi, I'm Austin Carlile. You must be Saige. Mike and Tyler would not stop talking about you." He said. I laughed nervously and he could tell how nervous I was. "Sorry, I'm just very shy and nervous around new people. I promise by the end of tour I won't be like this." I said. "Hey, don't worry about it. We all our own weaknesses. Don't let yours define you." He said hugging me. I smiled and hugged back. We headed into the venue and low and behold there are the guys. I couldn't find Tyler though but then I heard that laugh. I turned my head around quickly. There she was, Kallie, Tyler's girlfriend. She hates me more than anything. Mike looked up and saw the hurt written across my face. I brushed it off and went off with Austin to meet his band. I saw familiar pink hair talking to Alan. "JEFFREE!!!" I screamed. He turned around and smiled. I ran over and hugged him tightly. "Saige, I've missed you so much." He said kissing my head. Jeffree is basically my older brother. He took car of me before Mike and Tyler came along. He actually introduced me to the guys on Warped when they were back in Woe, Is Me. Austin introduced me to the rest of the band and I spent the whole day with them and Jeffree. I stood with Jeffree as the concert started. Northlane went on first and we're pretty good then our boys went out. Mike hugged me as Tyler kissed Kallie then gave me a quick hug. They ran out to join the boys. "You know he just pities you." Kallie said to me. I tried to brush it off and pay attention to the music. "He doesn't love you. Honestly, he doesn't even care about you. He feels that he is stuck with you. He wishes you would just disappear. He sometimes says he wants you to runaway or kill yourself. You mean nothing to him." She said. My lips started to quiver and I began to cry. "You are a fucking bitch." I said. She slapped me and that's when the music stopped. Everyone was looking at Kallie and I. I jumped off the stage and ran for it. "Saige, come back." Tyler yelled. I kept running until I fell on the asphalt scraping up my knees and arms. I climbed onto the bus and ripped off my sweatshirt and gauze. I ripped out my hidden blade and cut deep. Five on each wrist. I sat there sobbing as the blood flowed. I was getting lightheaded now. I heard the bus door slam open. "SAIGE." I heard Tyler screaming as his voice cracked. "Tyler!" I managed croaked out. I felt the darkness coming. "Saige, I'm here. Please don't leave me. I love you." I heard a voice say but then the darkness took over me. Now here we are. Me in a hospital bed with someone holding my hand and crying. Machines hooked up to me. I have been here for a week or two. I groaned and I felt hand that was holding mine tighten. I opened my eyes and looked over to see Tyler with a tear stained face. He took my face in his hands and kissed me passionately. "Don't you ever scare me like that again." He said as his voice cracked. I nodded still stunned by the kiss. He paged a nurse in and she checked on me. "We stalled the tour until you woke up." He said. "What about Kallie?" I asked. "I left her. I didn't love her. I was only dating her to get over you." He said squeezing my hand. He got me discharged and we headed back to the bus. Skyler and Tyler crushed me in a hug. AJ and Josh hugged me one at a time. Then I saw Mike. He looked so sad and heartbroken. He ran over and hugged me tightly. "I thought I lost you." He whispered kissing my head. "I promise you will never lose me." I said. He let go of me and I headed back to my Tyler. "We're on our way to the next venue. Austin is happy to know you're alright." He said. I nodded. "Can we go lie down, please?" I asked him. He nodded and we headed back to his bunk. I crawled in first and then him behind me. He kissed me softly and I fell asleep wrapped up in his arms. He woke me up when we got to the venue and we headed in. Everyone crushed me in a group hug and we started the show. I gave Tyler a good luck kiss as he headed onto the stage. "Okay, this next song is for my best friend who I love more than anything plus we just wrote it so sorry if it doesn't sound that great." Tyler said. The boys started playing and Tyler began to sing.