Good To You (Josh Ramsay)

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Kat's POV

"Babe, I have to go on stage." Josh said. "But cuddles." I whined. "I promise after the show is over we can cuddle." He said pecking my lips. "I am holding you to that promise." I said. He smiled and walked off the bus. I stayed up waiting for Josh but he never came back. I texted Matt asking where they were and he said they were at a strip club. I grew angry. I called Josh and some girl answered the phone. "Hi, is Josh there?" I asked. "He is busy with one of the dancers right now. Bye." She said hanging up the phone. I started sobbing and curled up in my bunk. I hid under the covers and cried myself to sleep. "Babes, I am back to cuddles." A drunken Josh said. "Get the fuck away from me. You asshole." I screamed. "No babe, I love you." He said. I slapped him hard. "I know you cheated on me. I am getting off this bus tomorrow and heading home." I screamed. I grabbed my blanket and pillow and locked myself in the back lounge. I cried myself back to sleep. I woke up the next afternoon and found the bus completely silent. I slipped out of the back room and began packing my stuff. I placed all my luggage by the door and waited for the boys to come back so I could at least say goodbye. "You're really going to leave." Josh said coming out of the bathroom. "You fucking cheated. You expect me to stay." I screamed. "I didn't cheat. I promise you. I would never cheat on you Kat. You know I love you." He said with tears in his eyes. "Then how come a girl told me you were off with a dancer." I said. "Because the guys paid for me to get a lap dance. Last night they were treating me to a night out before I did something that changed my life forever." He said. "What were you going to do?" I asked. "I don't want to tell you. I want to make it special. I don't want you mad at me when I tell you." He said. "Well I am mad and upset. You pretty much cheated." I cried. I collapsed to the ground in a sobbing mess. Josh tried to comfort me. "Get the fuck away from me." I screamed pushing him away. He got up and walked away. Just please come to the show tonight." He said. He walked away. I spent the rest of the day crying. I climbed out of the bunk and got ready for the show. When I headed into the venue the show already started. I stood side stage and Josh saw me. "This next song is for my beautiful girlfriend Kat. I am so sorry baby girl that I made you so upset." He said. He started playing a song I did not know. "This song is Good to You." He announced.

Everyone's around, no words are coming now.

And I can't find my breath, can we just say the rest with no sound.

And I know this isn't enough, I still don't measure up.

And I'm not prepared, sorry is never there when you need it.

And now I do want you to know I hold you up above everyone.

And now I do want you to know I think you'd be good to me

And I'd be so good to you.

I would.

I thought I saw a sign somewhere between the lines.

Maybe it's me, maybe I only see what I want.

And I still have your letter just got caught between

Someone I just invented, who I really am and who I've become.

And now I do want you to know I hold you up above everyone.

And now I do want you to know I think you'd be good to me

And I'd be so good to you.

Whoa

You bring me higher.

Yeah.

I would.

And now I do want you to know I hold you up above everyone.

And now I do want you to know I think you'd be good to me

And I'd be so good to you.

I'd be good to you [3x]

I'd be so good to you

I'd be good to you [3x]

I'd be so good to you

I was in tears again. Matt pulled me out on stage. Josh got down on his knees at the end of the song. "I love you Kat so much. I could never cheat on you. Kat, please marry me?" he asked me. I nodded unable to speak. He smiled and kissed me. "I love you." I said as my voice cracked. "I love you too. Now those cuddles I promised." He said. He picked me up and threw me over his shoulders. He ran through the venue and onto the bus. He tossed me onto the back bed. He climbed in the bed and wrapped his arms around me holding me close to his body. I smiled and kissed his chest. I buried my face into his neck and fell asleep to his heartbeat.

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