Everything I Didn't Say (Luke Hemmings)

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Amelia’s POV

“I can’t do this anymore Luke, we are done.” I said storming out of his house. I can’t take all of this drama anymore. He used to be the perfect boyfriend. We would write letters when I was off away on modeling jobs. He took me out on the cutest dates but I can’t take it anymore. He has changed for the worst. I climbed into my car and headed home. I really wish he still put me first instead of the band.

Luke’s POV

“You fucked up big time.” Calum said. “I know.” I said placing my head in my hands. I was putting the band and everything else before her. We haven’t really spent time together in almost a year. I let Amelia slip right through my fingertips. “I have to win her back.” I said. I ran out of the room and into my bedroom. I broke out my guitar and started strumming. I looked at all the pictures I had of us around my room and smiled. I placed the guitar down and looked at our old letters to one another. I should’ve done so much more for her but I didn’t. I was awful. I should’ve been a better boyfriend. All the songs I had written about her and all the memories I can never erase. I just want this all to be a bad dream. I looked at my favorite picture of her in my American apparel boxers. I sat down and began writing my last song for her in hopes it would win her back. I finished writing the song and headed downstairs. “Guys, can we work on this song I just wrote.” I said. Michael looks at it and nodded. We headed into the garage and began working on the song. We finished it within a couple hours and we were heading off to bed. I lie awake looking at my picture of Amelia and I. I got up early and went to shower. “Luke, the cab is here to pick us up.” Ashton yelled up. “Coming.” I said. I climbed into the cab and was handed my coffee. We got to the radio station and I was just zoning out the whole time. “So Luke, we haven’t seen much of Amelia lately. How is she?” the radio talker asked. “She is doing great. She is still the beautiful, funny, smart, and kind girl I fell in love with.” I said bluffing of course but she is still all those things to me. It was finally time for us to sing. “Guys, can we please sing the new song?” I asked. They nodded. “This song is for Amelia. I love you so much and I’m sorry for everything. This is Everything I Didn’t Say.” I said.

Amelia’s POV

I wasn’t even paying attention to the radio and what was on. I stopped the photographer when I heard the radio guy ask Luke about me. I stood there listening. My friend brought me my robe so I wasn’t standing there is the lingerie. “This song is for Amelia. I love you so much and I’m sorry for everything. This is Everything I Didn’t Say.” Luke said. I sat down on a chair and listened to the song as they sang.

This is everything I didn't say

 

Wait, don't tell me

Heaven is a place on earth

I wish I could rewind all

the times that I didn't

show you what you're really worth

(What you're really worth)

 

The way that you held me

I wish that I'd put you first

I was wrong I admit

Numb from your kiss

While you were slipping through my fingertips

 

Taking every breath away

With all of the mistakes I've made

From all the letters that I've saved

This is everything I didn't say

I wish I could've made you stay

And I'm the only one to blame

I know that it's a little too late

This is everything I didn't say

 

This is everything I didn't say

 

Wake me up now

And tell me this is all a bad dream

All the songs that I wrote

All the wrongs that I hoped would erase from your memory

Holding onto a broken and empty heart

Flowers I should've bought

All the hours I lost

Wish I could bring it back to the start

 

Taking every breath away

With all of the mistakes I've made

From all the letters that I've saved

This is everything I didn't say

I wish I could've made you stay

And I'm the only one to blame

I know that it's a little too late

This is everything I didn't say

 

I hope you know

For you I'd sacrifice

To make this right

 

Some day I'm sure

We'll pass each other by

Until that time

 

Taking every breath away

With all of the mistakes I've made

From all the letters that I've saved

This is everything I didn't say

I wish I could've made you stay

And I'm the only one to blame

I know that it's a little too late

This is everything I didn't say

 

This is everything I didn't say

 

“What studio are they at?” I yelled hallway through the song. “They are at the one five blocks over. Why?” my friend said. I took off running. “You’re wearing heals come back.” She yelled but I kept running. I have run in heels before and now is the time to do it again. I got there quickly. “What studio is 5 Seconds of Summer in?” I asked. “Studio 5 on the third floor.” The secretary said. I groaned and climbed the stairs instead of waiting for the elevator. I got to the studio just as the song finished. I barged in as Luke put down his guitar. I jumped on him and wrapped my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck. I was in tears and I kissed him. He kissed me back and just held me. “Babe, where are your clothes?” he asked chuckling. “I had a gig today.” I mumbled into his chest. He just stood there holding me. I placed my feet on the ground and we just stood there. “You come first now. Forever and Always.” He whispered into my ear. I smiled and kissed him. I took his hand and led him back to the studio I was at. I made him sit down in front of me and I shed my robe. We began taking pictures again as I posed all around Luke and on his lap. The last one we took was us kissing. I smiled and he held me tightly. “I love you so much, Amelia.” He said. “I love you too, Luke.” I said.

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