One Shots

Sorry (Kellin Quinn)

Channing's POV

I interlaced my hand with my boyfriend's and kissed his cheek. We decided to take the day off from work and walk around Time's Square. I looked up and saw a face I never wanted to see again. He was performing here tonight with his band. "Hey, can we please go see them?" my boyfriend asked. "You can go. I don't think I am feeling good." I said. "Is it alright if I go with the boys?" he asked. "Ya, I don't mind." I said kissing him. I sighed mentally about how it didn't feel the same. I dated Kellin when Sleeping With Sirens began. We were so in love. We were planning on getting married and having kids but that all went down the drain when he accused me of cheating on him with Nick their second rhythm guitarist. I would never cheat on Kellin and it broke my heart that he believed I did. I ran out of his house and packed up my things and went to college here in New York. "I am going to go pee real quick." I said pointing to Starbucks. My boyfriend, Danny nodded. I went pee and then waited in line to get a coffee. I heard a barista call his name. Kellin. He turned around and his jaw dropped when he saw me. I instantly started crying. I ran back to the bathroom and I heard knocking on the door. "Channing, please, let me talk to you." I heard Kellin's voice say. "Why?" I croaked out. "Because this fucking asshole needs to apologize to the only girl he has ever loved." He said. I opened the door and he came in. He wrapped his arms around me and let me cry. "Listen Channing, I should've never yelled at you like that. I should've talked to you calmly and let you explain things to me. I am so sorry. I am so fucking stupid. I love you Channing. Will you please come to my show tonight so I can show you how sorry I am?" he asked. I nodded. "Here two tickets. One for you and the other for your boyfriend." He said. I looked at him shocked. "You really think every time we were here for tour I didn't see you. I kind of stalked you until I could find the courage to talk to you. I am glad you found someone who can make you happy." He said kissing my head. He left and I was there dumbfounded. I walked back out to Danny with our coffees. "So I think I want to go since I just got these two free tickets." I said showing him the tickets. "Oh my god, I am so excited." He said kissing me. I looked up and saw Kellin looking heartbroken. I mouthed I love you to Kellin and he smiled a little. Danny made us run back to our apartment and change right away so we could get in line early. "Holy shit do my eyes deceive me. Channing Smith." Gabe said coming over to hug me. Danny looked at me confused. I hugged Gabe back. "I will talk to you after the show." I whispered in his ear. "Okay." He whispered back getting the hint. "You know Gabe?" Danny asked. "Danny, they are parts of my past that I never told you because they still hurt me to this day. Back before Sleeping with Sirens was big I dated Kellin and we had a messy breakup. I moved out here and moved on with my life. Gabe and I used to talk still as friends but I stopped talking to him a few years ago." I said. "Baby, I am so sorry. I understand why you never wanted to go now but why now?" he asked. "I have to move on and I still enjoy the music. Plus seeing you happy at shows makes me happy." I said. He smiled and kissed my forehead. We finally headed inside and we were at the barricade. Kellin smiled down at us and Danny wrapped his arms around me protectively. I chuckled and kissed him at how cute he was being. It still didn't feel the same. God dammit why am I fucking up this perfect relationship? The show was amazing. They were about to play one last song then obviously come out for an encore. "This last song is dedicated to someone who I owe a big apology to. She meant the world to me and I fucked it all up. I am glad to see she is happy now. This is Sorry." Kellin said looking at me. I swallowed hard and looked up at him.

I've been thinking lately about you and me,

And all the questions left unanswered,

How it all could be.

 

And I hope you know,