𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐎𝐟 𝐀 𝐌𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐥 ♡ MinSung

Ch. 11

Jisung shifted uncomfortably. He could nearly feel everyone's eyes on him as he walked down the hallway. They knew. Minho had told..

No, no one had actually said anything to him, and no, no one was really looking at him, but he was anxious and nervous. His mind told him that everyone knew.

He kept telling himself, "One foot after the other. One foot after the other. One foot after the other." And repeating the same phrase over and aver again in his cluttered mind.

As he walked he wrote a small entry that he would probably add onto later. Instead of his normal notebook, because Minho took that, he wrote it in an old book he'd previously used for reminders and homework.

Nov 16th, 2020, 1:13pm

Dear diary,

Today after school is my first tutoring session with Minho. I know he's read it, and I can just tell that he's told everyone. I'm waiting for someone to ask me whether it's true..

What would I even say to that? "Yes I am in fact super gay, and yes I have the world biggest crush on the biggest jerk in the world." ??

I'm currently on my way to go to the biology room. I'm going going make it my mission to sit as far away from Minho (and anyone) as I humanly can. I might even toss myself out a window.

I wonder if the teacher heard about it. If he did, will he take pity on me? Maybe he'll say I don't have to tutor him after all? It's a possibility.

Anyway... I guess I'll talk more later?

- 1:18pm Jisung

He shut the book, stuffing it into his backpack as he walked. While he was doing this however he bumped into someone.

Quickly he bowed his head and gave a small apology before continuing to walk. He didn't even see who it was, before they grabbed his wrist lightly.

"Pardon me, you wouldn't happen to be Jisung?" The boy asked making him look up from fumbling with the zipper on his backpack.

Here we go.. Jisung thought to himself, thinking they would ask about the whole Minho thing. "Yes.. erm.. that's me."

"Oh my god! My older brother is Seungmin, he goes to the same school as Felix. You know Felix right?" He asked sounding rather excited.

Jisung stood in shock for moment not really sure what he was going to answer. "Yeah I know Felix, are you friends with him?" He asked.

"We've hung out a few times, but mostly it's just Seungmin who's close to him." He admitted.

Jisung nodded, "Oh thats a coincidence then." He smiled awkwardly.

"We should totally hang out sometime. Ask Felix to hook us up, yeah?" He smiled, "My name is Jeongin by the way."

"Ah, sure. I'll talk to Felix. It was nice meeting you but I have to get to class.." Jisung said pointing down the hallway.

The boy nodded, "Nice talking to you."

With that they both parted ways, and Jisung took the moment to finally breath. He hadn't even realized that he was holding his breath like that.

Then it occurred to him just as he was about to enter the classroom, that he was about 2 minutes late. Most of the seats in the room were taken, but there were still a few on the left side.

They were fine because he could get a few desk with no one in them around him.

He walked in silence to the seats and sat down without anyone really looking up from their work.

There was light chatter in the room as well, so it wasn't dead silent.

However as soon as Minho made much unwanted eye contact with Jisung, he got straight up out of his seat, picked up all of his things and walked over to the younger.

Jisung watched in complete despair as he sat down exactly to the right of him, setting his bag down on the floor.

Jisung looked away and pulled out so work to distract himself, or act like he didn't even notice, though it was obvious he did. It was hard to focus though, with Minhos eyes buring holes into the side of his head.

"Are you excited for our tutoring session later?" Minho smirked and laughed darkly.

Minho definitely knew.

Jisung chose to ignore anything that the older said to him, as he would probably freak out and say something stupid.

"I read your book. Well some of it, there sure are a lot of pages." Minho bugged at him, "You're a wonderful writer. I got to know a lot about you."

Jisung bit his lip. A hot blush of embarrassment flushed over his cheeks and he moved his head to look away from Minho entirely.

"Whaat?" Minho asked innocently, but you could nearly hear the mocking tone in his voice, "You're not embarrassed are you?" He snickered.

Jisung turned his head finally to look at the older boy, "Can you please not do this? Just take the satisfaction of having told everyone about my secret and go.."

"What? I haven't told anyone about anything." Minho said grinning, "Why would you think that?"

"Because it feels like everyone is staring at me.. I can basically guarantee they know.."

"Oh trust me, if people knew, they would be doing a lot more than staring. This is a high-school full of attention hungry whores." Minho lightly hit the younger boys shoulder.

Jisung looked right back to his work. "So you haven't told?" He asked quietly.

Minho shook his head, "If I told people there would be no fun. With this, I could probably make you do whatever, I, want.." he took a moment pause in front of each last word.

Jisung shut his eyes tightly, "What do you want Minho? I'll do what you want, as long as you don't tell anyone." He looked up sheepishly.

The noise in the room was still quite loud, and Jisung made sure no one was listening to what the two of them had to say.

"Say please first." Minho instructed.

Jisung groaned, "Minho—"

"If you don't say please I'll tell that guy right over there." Minho threatened, but kept the shit eating grin on his face the whole time.

"You wouldn't." Jisung said. He was a little bit too confident for Minho's liking however.

"Hey Jae-Young-" Minho leaned over his seat but as soon as Jisung realized Minho was really going to do it, the younger lunged out of his seat and slapped his hand over his mouth, pulling him back.

"Sure fine, I'll say please—" He said with a strong sound of distress lingering in his hushed voice.

"Nevermind Jae-Young." Minho waved the boy off and turned back to Jisung, "That was a risky move. Pulling me around like that."

Jisung put his forehead in his hands for a moment but looked back up soon afterwards, "I'm sorry, I panicked. Just don't tell.."

"Like I said, say please." Minho's smirk reappeared quickly.

"Okay..." Jisung looked away, more blush coating the tips of his ears, "I'll do what you say, just please don't tell anyone.."

Minho smiled wider, feeling a nice sensation of control, "See, that wasn't so hard, right?"

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