𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐎𝐟 𝐀 𝐌𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐥 ♡ MinSung

Ch. 118

Felix felt shitty, it was no understatement. He had no idea why he had acted so terribly towards Jisung. All of the things he said simply weren't true.

Felix was just jealous that Jisung would be able to be in a healthy relationship with the person he loved, but Felix never would.

He lied about people hating him, he lied about Jisung being cingly, he lied about those things with Minho, and he lied about him trying to kiss Chan being Jisungs fault.

It was also bullshit and he knew it, but Jisung might not. Jisung was fragile, and weak to those sorts of comment – especially coming from his best friend or someone else he trusted.

He wanted to go back and apologize, but it was just so wrong to waltz back over there like nothing ever happened, and Felix hadn't been the definition of a douche bag.

That wasn't his only problem now though, he still had to deal with Chan. He figured that he should just ghost him and pretend to be dead, but when a text notification showed up from him, he found it hard not to tap on it.

He was just so desperate to talk to Chan again. He liked him so much and there was no way he could get rid of him like that.

Channie ❤✨
Felix
We need to talk
12:32pm

Felix I know you can see this
2:43pm

Please just talk to me
We need to.sort this out
4:21pm

Felix I'm not giving up on this
7:56pm

I will keep texting you
Just watch
10:42pm

Please Felix?
11:13pm

Please..?
12:56am

Just a single word response?
I dont want to lose you
1:34am

You mean too much to me
Felix I swear
2:24am

Felixie
I'm here...

Thank God
Can we please talk about this?

Do we even need to?
We both know what happened

No we need to
I'm so sorry that I pushed you away
I swear I wanted to kiss you, but it's just..
I don't know if you're ready

Just because I'm a minor doesn't mean I can't think for myself
I literally a year younger

What if I'm manipulating you or something?
Your still so young

You say that like you're thirty

I almost am

No you aren't
You're 23
Big difference

Just listen
I don't want to kiss you until it's, Y'know, legal

I understand that ig..
I don't want to talk about it now though
Maybe in person some time

Yeah, sure
I get it.
But while you're here, can I ask you about something?

Sure
Go for it

What's up with Jisung?
He left all of the group chats and he's not answering texts or anything
Is he okay?

Oh.. yeah I think he's fine.
He's just a little bit sad about something that happened with Jeong-Hoon
He'll be okay I think

Are you sure?
He's not responding to anyone and I'm pretty sure he surned of his Insta

Yeah
I checked on him the other day
He just needs some time

Okay..

Yeah just leave him be for a moment
He'll reach out when he's ready

He's never really been known to reach out for help

Just trust me
I know him best after all

Yeah that's true
Should I tell hyunjin to leave him alone?
He's been spamming texts all day

Oh yeah sure
Jisung needs some rest

Okay sure
Hyunjin had been worried sick is all
He's like a mother or something

Haha
Yeah

But it worried me that he's not even responding to minho
He's reading the texts but not saying anything in response

Yeah?

Yeah
He was going to go see him and check on him

No
That's not a good idea
Jisung needs some alone time
He wants a break from literally everyone while he figures this whole thing out
Even me

Oh?

Yeah
It's really nothing to take personal
He has a lot on his mind with the court stuff
He has to go see his lawyer again soon so he's stressed

I feel so bad for him
I wish there was more I could do but if he want to be alone I should honor that
Maybe I'll send him some flowers or something

Yeah.. maybe.
I have to go to bed soon
Ttyl?

Okay
See you soon
I hope

Byebye

Byebye
Seen