𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐎𝐟 𝐀 𝐌𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐥 ♡ MinSung

Ch. 54

Jisungs father opened the door to his sons room, not really sure what he was looking for. He just wanted to find something that would tell him a little more about the boys life.

He figured that his best bet would probably be his diary, that leather book the he carried with his everywhere. He hadn't seen it with him for a few months though.

When he first got the book, the man figured that it was good for him, but after nearly two years of the boy scribbling away in it every second of every year, he thought maybe Jisung should take a break from the book.

Maybe Jisung had finally grown out of it, and the book was now just tucked away in his closet somewhere?

He knew that if his son were to find out he was snooping around in his room while he was away at school, he would go ballistic, but Jisung didn't need to find out.

In approximately two days, he was going to drag Jisung to some stupid work event. It was being hosted for a random employee that did something special.

He really had no idea who the person was that did whatever it was that was done, all he knew was that he had to bring his son.

If his wife were still alive, he also would have brought her and they'd of been a happy family.

God, if she were still here things would be so much he. He probably wouldn't be digging around for a stupid diary that wasn't his to take.

After a while fo not being able to find it, HaeJun started looking for something else. The boys laptop was sitting on the desk, and he figured maybe that would work.

He sat down and opened it up. Displayed on the screen was a homework assignment. He pushed the tab aside and went to his messaging app. There probably wouldn't be much here though, because normally the boy used his phone.

He scrolled through his personal email and found nothing but junk-mail and spam. That was expected. He also found a few emails from Felix regarding some random image.

He also checked out his school email where he found a series of emails between him and Felix that they used to talk to one another during school hours. Normally, HaeJun would be mad that his son was breaking rules like this in school, but he was getting good grades so what more could he ask for.

He was never really one of those parents who pushed their child to be better than everyone and everything. He was raised like that, so the man knew exactly how terrible it felt.

Next, he wabt to his YouTube to see what he had been watching, and just as he expected he found nothing it of the ordinary. Some random videos on cooking, some TikTok complations, all very casual things.

Then, he got the brilliant idea of going to his sons Google Chrome, and opening up a new window. He clicked, 'open incognito tabs' and there..

HaeJun sighed at what he saw in front of him. It wasn't porn or anything inappropriate-- it was however an illegal K-drama sight-- that's not what he was looking at though.

His son had been researching gay sex. It wasn't a crazy idea, but it still made HaeJun feel.. disappointed.

Disappointed that his son was gay? Disappointed he was having sex? Disappointed that his son was keeping things from him? Disappointed that his son was... his son?

Who knows.

All he knew was that he had this pang in his chest, and he was contemplating whether he should restrict his sons access to the internet.

Why didn't he want his son figuring thing out for himself. At least he knew that when he was having sex he was doing it safely. That had to be something.

He didn't know. All he knew was that he didn't like it.

A/n- sorry for that short chapter. It's a filler because I had no idea what else to put here.