𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐎𝐟 𝐀 𝐌𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐥 ♡ MinSung

Ch. 108

As Jisung slowly opened his eyes, he had to take a moment to adjust to the light streaming in through the hallway door. He groaned and closed his eyes again, reaching around the bed to try and find Minho, but to no avail.

He sat up now, opening his eyes to look for the elder, but he was no where to be found. Jisung pouted, sad that Minho had left, and looked over to the bed side table. The alarm clock read 10:12 and Jisung sighed.

He had been asleep for so long, no wonder Minho went home, but something caught his eye. On the small table there was a little note with easily recognizable hand writing. He picked it up, and on the paper read:

Hi Jisung, it's me, Minho

It was getting late so I thought I would go home. I would have said goodbye but you were sleeping so soundly.

Has anyone ever told you that you look adorable while you sleep?

Sorry, that sounds creepy

I hope to see you soon!

-Minho

Jisung blushed a little bit. Did he really look cute while he slept..?

But then he remembered something, realizing that he had stuffed that notebook into Minho's coat while the elder wasn't looking.

Had he opened it yet? Had he even found the book? What if he was mad...

Jisung scrambled to get his phone, immediately checking for any unopened messages from Minho, but he found none.

He sighed in relief and opened the messages.

Jisung
Hey
I saw your note

Minho
Hey
I got your message

The book?

Yep.

How do you feel abt it?

Idk
I guess I probably should have seen it coming
I'm sorry that my confession made you feel like I was toying with you

Ah
That
Listen, that was from a while ago
I'm not mad abt the confession anymore
It was stupid of me

What?
Why was it stupid?

It was rude to assume that the only reason you'd be vulnerable to me was to hurt me

No
I understand why you felt that way
You were scared to fall into another one of my traps
I get that

Minho...

Yes?

Just because you hurt me first doesn't mean it's impossible for me to hurt you back

What?
What is you mean by that

You cant keep making excuses for my mistakes
You don't need to feel like your walking on egg shells

But I am
This is my last chance to prove myself to you Jisung
Don't act like if I made a huge mistake you would leave me in a moment

What?

You know better now
You know that if i mess up, it's on me
You're not scared to stand up for yourself

Trust me Minho
If you make some kind of mistake
I'm not gonna leave you

Why not?
I'm walking on a wire rn Jisung
I only have one more chance
If I mess up, I mess up

You mean way more than any mistake you could possibly make
Except maybe killing someone... but you won't do that

You're something else Han Jisung

Is that a bad thing?

No
I mean that in the best way possible

Trust me

I trust you
But I'm scared

About?

My dad
What if he find out?
He'll be mad
He might even kick me out over this

You're dad loves you
He's not going to kick you out

You don't know that
I'm already on thin ice from lying to him so much

It's your life Jisung
Nobody can control it but you
Not even me or your dad

Ig so
I'm still afraid though

I get that
When I got my dad's help I was risking being disowned
I was scared to lose him

YOU DID WHAT

huh?

YOU RISKED BEING DISOWNED
FOR WHAT??

so that I could protect you
Duh

Oml Minho
My one request was that you didn't do anything to get yourself hurt

Oh yeah
Sorry ig
But it's all okay now
Turns out he doesn't give two shits if I'm gay

Hm
I wish my dad was the same
Wait-

What?

Is this you officially coming out to me?

What do you mean?
Didn't you know I was gay or bi or something?

Well yeah
But you never actually said that you were
This is the only time

Damn
I think youre right

You're such a tease Lee Minho

Oops
Sorry
I guess surprise?

>:|

Haha

I'll talk to you later
But only because I'm tired now

Didn't you just sleep for 4 hours straight?

Shut up
Goodbye

Bye bye lovely
Seen