𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐎𝐟 𝐀 𝐌𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐥 ♡ MinSung

Ch. 19

Jisung sat in complete shock finding it hard to even register what it was that Minho had just said.

It seemed kind of wrong, for Minho to use his body in return for him not to spill all of the youngers secrets, but he was also very tempted.

He wanted to get closer to Minho and this seemed so perfect..

What shocked the younger most though, was why Minho was doing this. Had the elder really been questioning his sexuality this whole time?

"Well..?" Minho leaned straight again to an up-write position, "What do you say?" He asked with a devilish grin.

"What happens if I say no...?" Jisung asked quietly.

"Then everyone, not only me, gets to know how much of a fag you are. You could tell them I am too, but who do you think they would believe..? They'd also have the pleasure of knowing how much you love me.." he smiled.

Jisung took a large breath, not sure if he was doing the right thing, but it seemed like he only had one choice.

"Fine.." Jisung said quietly.

"What was that I heard?" Minho asked turning the youngers chin to look up at him, "You mumbled."

Jisung took a deep breath, "I said okay.."

"Thats what I'd like to hear." Suddenly his face dropped however, "If you tell anyone about this deal of ours though, not only will I tell everyone about you, but I'll split your pretty little head in two."

Jisung bit his lip and gulped down all of the saliva building up in his throat. He nodded silently and quickly.

"Good boy.." Minho smiled.

The simple phrase started to make Jisungs heart beat even faster, and his plams started to sweat.

His hands were shaking as he held them cooped up in his lap, trying not to fall into the the elder boys trap.

"Okay, so, from now on, that's what we will do when you come over." Minho went back over to his seat, "Clear?"

Jisung nodded, but opened his mouth to say something before closing it again, however, Minho saw that he wanted to say something.

"Go on. Spit it out." Minho said motioning to the boy.

Jisung shook his head, "You might not like what I have to say.." he confessed.

"Just tell me. This one time, I promise I won't get mad at you." Minho leaned back in his chair and stared seriously at the boy across from him.

"I think you should know.. I'm a virgin.." Jisung said awkwardly, "In fact, I've never really even.. "

"Mastrubated?" Minho laughed finishing his sentence, "Squirrel face, I knew this. You've written all about how scared you are if even touching your own dick."

The youngers face flushed red, once again forgetting that he had written about all those times...

"It's an internalized homophobia thing isn't it." Minho said more as a statement than question, "I've been having trouble like that too... I'm definitely not a vigin though."

Jisung knew he was right. The high schooler had always been very afraid to show any type of sexual attraction, because he was always afraid of the way it lead to boys.

Whenever he was turned on, it always came from something to do with other men, and though he knew who he was, it never failed to upset him.

"There's another pro about this whole deal. It will help you work through internalized homophobia!" Minho said clapping his hands.

Jisung nodded slowly, staring closely at everything Minho did.

"Alright, now tell me about your kinks." Minho said letting his smile drop and and pulling out a peice of paper to write on.

Jisungs eyes widened, nearly coughing up his own spit.

"I need to know the things you like Jisung. This would have been a lot easier if you had put them in your diary, but you didn't, so this is on you."

"Uhmm.. sorry." He cleared his throat looking down to his feet, not wanting to show the deep blush on his cheeks.

"C'mon, just tell me. I'm not one to judge." Minho held his pencil to the paper waiting for him to talk.

Jisung looked around, trying to cool his blush. He knew what his kinks were but he didn't know if he wanted to tell Minho all of that.

He opened his mouth and quietly said, "Uhm.. praise.." before shutting it quickly and burying his face in his arms that layed on the table.

"That can't be all of them. That's kinda boring.." Minho said with a flat face, "Are you a sub or dom?" He asked.

Jisung peeked out of his arms, "What do you think?" He said with a slight bit of sass in his voice.

"Alright. Submissive it is." Minho scribbled down onto his neatly organized paper. "Anything else I should know about?"

"Degrading makes me cry.. in a bad way.." the younger mumbled into his arms.

"Good to know."

"I don't like eye contact.. 't makes me embarrassed.."

"Mhm."

"I have a feeling I wouldn't like rough sex..."

"Pity."

Jisung looked up quickly, "I mean if you like rough sex I'm not trying to control or tell you we can't-"

"I'm not gonna make you have rough sex Squirrel face." Minho cut him off, "Wait- Do you have a daddy kink?"

Jisung started to heat up just as he was cooling down again, looking off to the side. "How would I know? I've never done that stuff.."

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