𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐎𝐟 𝐀 𝐌𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐥 ♡ MinSung

Ch. 75

Felix  was rather preoccupied when his friend had left the room, so he didn't realize that Jisung had even gone missing, just assuming that he was still giggling happily on the couch.

Felix was contempt with the results of tonight, as everyone had seemed to get along very well, and there was barely any teasing from Minho. Felix had watched close for most of the night to make sure everything was okay, but as the night went on, he started to pay less attention and just had fun.

Everyone seemed fine, so he saw no problem with it, and this mindset let him be completely oblivious to the sudden mood change in his friend once he had come back from the bathroom.

If he had noticed, he'd be quick to break someone's nose for hurting his friends feelings, but he did not.

Currently, as Jisung was away, he was on the floor, trying his best to inch towards Chris without seeming suspicious.

Yes.. Chan was a few (six) years older than him, and Felix was a minor, and this meant he knew very well not to make a move or anything stupid.

He wasn't about to do that, especially knowing Chan, even if he had feelings for the younger as well, he'd turn down the thought of a relationship until he was old enough.

Felix wanted nothing more right now than for Chan to hold him in his arms in a big hug like the 23-year-old had been doing to the rest if his friends all night.

It had been probably a half-hour of Felix just trying to get closer to Chan, while trying his very best not to look unnatural or awkward.

Felix let out a small sigh that nobody heard, as he realized that this whole venture was practically pointless. What would it get him? A hug? He could get a hug from Jisung any time..

But he didn't want a hug from Jisung right now. He wanted one from Channie hyung.

Felix stood up from the floor, taking a big stretch with his fist clenched into tiny balls. He could swear he heard someone coo, but let it go. At this point he was used to people thinking he was 'cute'.

Don't get him wrong he appreciated it greatly when people called him attractive, but he was nearly a full grown adult, and people saying he was cute like a child, especially with his voice, didn't do much for his confidence.

Sometimes he just wanted to be seen as intimidating.

Felix plopped down on the couch, a small pout forming on his lips that didn't go unnoticed by the eldest of the group.

Chan wasn't stupid. He had seen the way Felix was slowly shifting towards him, and the way he eyed the eldest when he hugged one of his friends.

He clearly wanted it.

Felix was bad at hiding his emotions. Or at least Chan thought so, because the rest of the group barely noticed a thing. Maybe it was all the sugar they had snorted earlier distorting their thought process.

Chan got up as well, taking a small stretch to crack his back before walking over to Felix, and taking a seat directly beside him, putting his arm behind the boys head.

Chris had noticed that Felix had a thing for him a while ago actually, and he was taking it slow. He wasn't going to confront the boy, as the seemed weird, but rather... wait it out?

He knew that eventually Felix would confess, and Chan had to have a good way to set him down from the disappointment. Its not that Chan didn't like the boy.. but it was just that.. well, that.

Felix was in fact, a boy. A child, if you will.

Even if Chris felt compelled to tell Felix any of this, he couldn't because he didn't want to accidentally pressure him or something.

Maybe they could work out a relationship in a few years, but as of now, that was off the table.

Chan gently used his hand to place Felix's head on his shoulder, letting him use the elder as a pillow in some sorts.

He had to make it clear somehow though that he wasn't leading Felix on. That would just be cruel.

He looked down, eyeing the boys features. He was surly pretty however. Chan looked away quickly, not allowing himself to think like that.

Felix was still young. He had no idea what he was doing... 

Felix smiled softly, nuzzling farther into Chan. He loved the smell and the feeling of his warmth. He knew however, that this could never be his.

There were certain aspects about them having a romantic bond, that made absolutely zero sense.. and yet Felix still wanted it.

So bad.