𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐎𝐟 𝐀 𝐌𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐥 ♡ MinSung

Ch. 127

"I just don't understand why you wont tell me where we're going." Felix complained, buckled up beside Jisung as he drove.

Jisung, the one controlling the car, glanced over at him with a mischievous smile, "Don't worry about it. It'll be a surprise." This was one of the first times that the two of them had been hanging out for a while since Felix apologized.

Nothing had changed though.

"Just tell me. Am I going to hate wherever you're taking me? Is that it? Because if you're doing something stupid right now I swear to god—" Felix was about to go off, but Jisung groaned, cutting him off.

"I know you'll like it. When we first get there you'll probably be upset, maybe angry, you might even cry about it. Don't worry though, because deep down I know you want this." He smiled reassuringly, but with a hint of amusement.

There was a reason Felix didn't trust Jisung to drive him anywhere.

"Almost there." Jisung snickered as they turned into a very recognizable neighborhood.

Felix gave a worried look to his friend, "Jisung, what are we doing here?" His voice wavered and an uneasy feeling sunk in his stomach.

"Don't worry, Lixie. This needed to happen whether I took you here or not, and we both know you would never do it on your own." His face was soft, as if he felt bad for Felix, but he knew better.

Jisung found this funny.

As soon as Jisung pulled up in front of the familiar house, Felix's stomach sunk. "Jisung, I am not talking to Chan right now. Why are we in front of his house?"

"I got tired of hearing you complain." He shrugged, "This will be good for you. Go up there, ring the bell, and talk to Chan. He might even kiss you."

Felix blushed, "No, I'm not—"

. . .

"Felix?" Chan opened the door to see the boy nervously waiting on his front porch, "What are you— where are your shoes?!"

"Jisung took them.." he mumbled. Jisung had fought with him to get out of the car and go up there, and in the process he lost his shoe privileges. Jisung said it was so he couldn't run away.

"What? Why does Jisung have your shoes? Get in here before your feet get wet—" He opened the door wider to let him through.

Felix walked in reluctantly, taking one last glance at Jisung waiting in his car out front. He kept his head down, feeling too awkward to look Chan in the eyes. "Uhm.. it's a long story. All you need to know is that he forced me here. If you want me to come I can, I know this was without warning—"

"Ah, no, no. Stay, we need to talk. It's been far to long put off hasn't it." Felix didn't respond so Chan moved on, "I would tell you to take your shoes off.. but.."

Felix smiled, Chan was always so funny, no matter the situation. "Sure." Felix said gingerly.

"Lets go to my bedroom. It's a comfortable place to talk, maybe you'll feel a bit more at ease, yeah?" He gave that warm smile that Felix couldn't get enough of.

As Chan led the way the younger couldn't stop staring at his perfect facial features and all the small details of his body. The fluff of his hair, the veins in his arms, the muscles on his chest, his perfect lips.. his long fingers...

Felix shook his head lightly as if to snap out of his dirty mind. This was no time to be daydreaming about getting railed.

"This is my room, I'm sorry for the small mess." He clicked the door open and Felix expected a normal room, but everything was spotless.

The fact that Chan hadn't even known he was coming made it all the more impressive.  "The mess? What fucking mess?" Felix asked, slightly breathless. He couldn't help but stare at his bed.

It looked comfy.. and sturdy.. like it would barely even shake if you, uhm, jumped on it.

Chan chuckled, "It's not as clean as usual is all I mean— that's besides the point. Take a seat and we should talk.."

Felix nodded, going to sit criss-cross on his bed. Chan sat across from him, kind of close too. "I guess I should start, huh?" Chan asked. Felix nodded quickly, "Alright. I uhm.. I'm sorry that I lead you on like that. I like you, don't get me wrong, like, I really like you, but it's just... you're still a minor. It's not that I don't trust that you know what you want, it's just that I know it's not really supposed to happen, y'know? I should have made that more clear though.."

Felix shook his head, "No, your an adult, I should have assumed. I'm sorry I was so pushy trying to kiss you like that. I should just wait the eight months until I'm 18 to date you... or kiss you."

"Thats not too long though, thats only a few months. We can still like eachother through that time." Chan smiled but it faded when he heard the younger sniffling, "Lixie, what's wrong?"

"I can't wait Chan," he cried, "I just know that if I do, you'll leave. Eight months is too long for you to still like me – it won't work.." he hickupped, crying pretty hard now.

"Don't underestimate how much I like you." Chan let off a small, soft smile.

Felix shook his head, "No, you're an adult. You've been in relationships and you know what you want, I'm just some stupid kid.. you don't want me Chan, I'm a virgin, I have no experience I've never even had my first kiss!" More tears were streaming down his face and Chan started to doubt that they would stop.

"What if I make you a deal?" Felix looked up, interested, "I'll give you one kiss now just to let you know how much I want this, and then you'll have to wait. Deal?"

Felix shook his head, "I told you, I've never kissed anyone, I don't know how to.." he sniffed, looking back down at his lap.

Chan laughed, "Yeah I heard you. If you don't want to that's okay, but your lack of experience won't scare me off. I don't even care if you're a bad kisser at this point."

Felix lifted his head, "Okay.." he whispered, looking into the elders eyes.

Chan lightly placed his hand on the boys cheek, leaning in and closing the small gap between them. He watched Felix close his eyes and delicately placed his lips into his.

For a moment neither of them moved, but Chan soon started, pressing them together lightly and moving his hand into his youngers hair, playing with it lightly. Felix started to let his hands roam too, placing one on his chest and the other on his shoulder.

Chan smiled into the kiss at how shy Felix was being. Someday they would be able to do this freely..

He rubbed light circled into Felix's waist with his thumb as he pulled away a little bit, but Felix didn't let him. He moved forward, closing the 12 inch gap between them.

The kiss had gotten slightly more rough, but it was still a tender loving one. Soon, Felix pulled away too, basically seated on the elders lap. His cheeks were wet with tears and his cheeks were red with blush of embarrassment ans crying.

Chan smiled, brushing some of Felix's hair out of the way.

"I hope to do that again someday. Maybe more."