Mature content in itallic. But it is not the kind of mature you expect.
Anokhi was trying to ride Shaurya. It was their first time. Not exactly but it felt like the first. Her eyes showed fear and grief. Shaurya was looking at her but he was trying to avoid staring.
Anokhi- You can touch me.
Shaurya- Hey! It's fine we can take it slow.
Anokhi- It's ok Shaurya. I am fine. It has been over a few months. I am ok.
Shaurya- I can't. I see it in your eyes.
Anokhi takes his hands and places it on her breasts.
Shaurya-I. I.
Anokhi- Just do it.
He slowly starts to press her mounds.
Shaurya- You ok? Anokhi you don't seem ok. We don't have to go ahead.
Anokhi- Shaurya! We have to move ahead. Hum kab tak uss incident ke sath mein rahenge.
Shaurya- Anokhi! I can't hurt you.
Anokhi- Yes you can't. Because I can't feel you. I can't feel anything.
Anokhi was in tears.
Shaurya gets up on his elbows.
Shaurya- I know. I know. But we got close because of love. I know you can't feel it. But try to feel it in here. Inside here. He points at her heart. Try to feel that I love you even if you can't feel the touch of my lips against your chest.
He kisses her all over her chest. She draws him in for a passionate kiss. They were able to make out. But it was complicated, sad ,escastic in equal parts. In the end Anokhi lay on the bed. Shaurya side-hugged her.
Anokhi- You know what's most fucked up. That even if I have breasts outside this room within this room I just know I lost them few months back..........
Flashback:-
Doctor- You have been diagnosed with stage-3 breast cancer.
Shaurya- Doctor. This can't be possible. There has to be a mistake.
Doctor- It's better that you accept it quickly because right now the best treatment is mastectomy. You can go for reconstruction after that if you want. But you need to act fast. It has spread quite aggressively.
Anokhi- Yes doctor. Treatment kab start karni hai.
Doctor- We need to plan for the surgery but we can schedule to next week.
Anokhi- Ji thank you. Shaurya chale.
Shaurya was stunned he wasn't saying anything. Anokhi held Shaurya's hand and took him out. She opened the door for him and made him sit. She fastened the seat belt for him. Anokhi starts to drive. Shaurya suddenly comes out of the daze and shouts.
Shaurya- Aisa nhi ho sakta!
He slams his hand against the dashboard. Anokhi stops the car by the side of the road. She rests her head against the steering wheel. Shaurya stares ahead. He looks at Anokhi who was so still.
Shaurya- Anokhi you are fine? Anokhi!
Anokhi nods in a no.
Shaurya- Kya hua hai? Bolo mujhe.
She hugs Shaurya. Shaurya takes her in his bone crushing hug.
Shaurya- Jaan! Jaan! Mein hoon naa. Mein tumhe kuch nhi hone dunga. Mein hoon tumhare sath. Hum best treatment dhundege. I will protect you with all I have. Anokhi! I am there naa. Mein hoon. Tum ghabrao mat. Mein hoon. Mein yhi hoon.
Anokhi was crying profusely not because it was difficult to hear that she had cancer but because it also had started aching. The ache in her chest made her feel scared about what is going to come next. That's when she hugged Shaurya. However, it started aching worse. She wanted to stay as close to him but for the first time the being close was hurting her physically. She could not tell Shaurya that the hug was causing her pain. She drew back. She wiped her face.
Anokhi- Shaurya tum drive kar loge?
Shaurya- Haan. Come this side. I will drive.
The rest of the drive is silent. As they stand outside Sabbarwaal mansion, they realize a huge task lay in front of them of sharing this with their family.
How was the update? I tried hard to make it sensitive but moving. Please let me in comments whether you are liking this or not? Do you want me to continue this short.
Btw may rename this short as I think I need to search for better title.
