Fifty Shades Of Jeon || Jikook ✅ (18+) Book 1

15 (M)

JIMIN POV

"Come on, baby," he growls through gritted teeth and on cue, like the sorcerer's ap-prentice I am, I let go and we find our release together.

I am lying curled up in his arms on sticky sheets.

His front is pressed to my back, his nose in my hair.

"What I feel for you frightens me." I whisper.

He stills. "Me too baby." he says quietly.

"What if you leave me?" The thought is horrific.

"I'm not going anywhere."

"I don't think I could ever have my fill of you little star."

I turn and gaze at him, his expression is serious, sincere.

I lean over and kiss him gently He smiles and reaches up to tuck my hair behind my ear.

"I've never felt the way I felt when you left, I would move heaven and earth to avoid feeling like that again."He sounds so sad dazed even.

I kiss him again, I want to lighten our mood somehow, but Jungkook does it for me.

"Will you come with me to my dad's summer party tomorrow?"

"It's an annual charity thing."

"I said I'd go."

I smile feeling suddenly shy.

"Of course I'll come."

Oh shit. I have nothing to wear.

"What?"

"Nothing."

"Tell me." he insists.

"I have nothing to wear."

Jungkook looks momentarily uncomfortable.

"Don't be mad but I still have all those clothes  at home."

"I am sure there are a couple of dresses in there."

I purse my lips. "Do you, now?" I mutter, my voice sardonic.

I don't want to fight with him tonight, I need a shower.
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The girl who looks like me is standing outside SIP. Hang on - she is me.

I am pale and unwashed and all my clothes are too big; I'm staring at her and she's wearing my clothes happy, healthy.

"What do you have that I don't?" I ask her.

"Who are you?"

"I'm nobody... Who are you?"

"Are you nobody, too?"

"Then there's a pair of us - don't tell,they'd banish us,you know." She smiles, a slow evil grimace that spreads across her face and it's so chilling that I start to scream.

"Jesus, baby!" Jungkook is shaking me awake.

I am so disorientated.

I'm at home in the dark in bed with Jungkook, I shake my head trying to clear my mind.

"Baby, are you okay?"

"You were having a bad dream."

"Oh."

He switches on the lamp so we're bathed in its dim light.

He gazes down at me, his face etched with concern.

"The girl." I whisper.

"What is it?"

"What girl?" he asks soothingly.