My enemy since childhood

Chapter 79

I was so angry that i didnt know where i should go. How the hell could Kylie say something so fucking idiotic? that she was a fucking bitch, i knew that, but that she would go as far as she had....i didn't think that about her.

Maybe hurt by the news about me and Thomas but i hadn't taken Thomas right in front of her! or maybe a little, i knew she wanted him but i would never do something like that if i knew Thomas was interested in her. Which he wasn't.

With a frustrated sigh i grabbed my skis and was close to overturning the entire stand. Fuck! i saw tears running down my cheeks. I wasn't sad or hurt, just pissed off. I would never have said what Kylie did if Thomas was her boyfriend, even though i had feelings for him. Like, it was better to forget him and move on, right? even she should realize that!

"Hello."

I quickly turned to face Brooke's uncertain face. What the hell was she doing here?

"Uh, hey? What are you doing here?" i asked shortly.

"Just wanted to see how you were doing" she said, kicking the snow, almost as if she was nervous.

"Okay? It's good you see" i muttered and took another grip on the skis i was trying to hold in my arms.

"Y/n please....i see it's not good" she said placing a hand on my arm.

I took a few deep breaths and shook my head. Everything inside me was exploding and if i didn't let it all out i would go crazy.

"How the hell do you think it feels?" i started and heard my voice tremble.

"What?"

"Imagine you were in love with Dylan and he was in love with you and everyone hated you for it! How do you think it feels that, my so-called friends can't even say, it's great that you are together , you are good together or just fun for you guys. Imagine being in love with someone, being with someone and your other friends threaten to ruin everything for you? How the hell do you think that feels? Do you wonder if it's ok? No, it's far from okay!" i screamed in despair and threw the skis to the ground.

"Y/n...i-"

"why can't everyone just accept that we are together and be happy for us?" i broke off sobbing.

Brooke shook her head and gave me such a tight hug that everything broke for me. I cried and sobbed uncontrollably but i didn't care. I just felt relieved to finally be able to release all the anger that had built up inside me.

"I'm really happy for you, you know that," she whispered comfortingly.

"Mm, you are the only one" i mumbled.

"Everything will be alright, i promise. Both Dylan and Kylie....they will get over it eventually. Dylan is just worried about you, he doesn't want you to get hurt."

"Hurt? What the hell do you think i'm going to be when everyone acts the way they do? If i'm happy with Thomas then everyone else should be too, especially Dylan should be happy for me?"

"Yes i know, i have told him. I don't know what he and Thomas are doing right now because i left as soon as Thomas arrived, they were supposed to talk i guess."