My enemy since childhood

Chapter 12

I rushed into the school toilet and turned on the faucet. What was i doing trying to play a game with Thomas has got to be the worst idea ever. How could i have even come up with such an idiotic idea? it was like pouring gasoline on an already burning fire. I don't mean that i want Thomas, i really don't. But how can i manage with him when he annoys me so much all the time?

I cupped my hands and filled them with cold water. When i rinsed my face i let out a long sigh and closed my eyes.

What should i do now? reverse? pretend nothing and go back to, well what? ignore him and hope he will leave me alone?

No, i wouldn't back down. It was a ticklish thought to drift with him but how far would i have to go? the entire lesson he had been checking me out with a look that was anything but friendly. What did he really think? that i should lie on my back, spread my legs and just, - go ahead push the cock in?

I snorted and pulled a piece of paper out of the holder, it was something he could forget! Thomas may be able to trick little girls and other girls into bed, but that was the limit. I could drive with him but i wouldn't damn well sleep with him!

I threw the paper away as the door opened and took another breath as i met Brooke's gaze in the mirror.

"What happened? Why did you run?" she asked, leaning against the sink beside me.

"I didn't run, i just walked really fast" i mumbled, running my fingers through my hair.

"Come on, tell me! Is it about Thomas?"

"Why do you think that?"

"What would it be then? It feels like everything these days is about thomas."

"Uh, hold on, it's not all about him but i don't know what to do, that's all."

"What to do? You don't have to do anything at all? Why do you even care about Thomas teasing you? I can promise you he'll drive you insane just as much as you want to drive him insane. Haven't you got it?"

"I know how Thomas is but should i just stand and watch? I want to....i don't know but maybe-"

I was interrupted when the door opened again and a group of girls from first grade came in giggling. I sighed and shook my head before turning my gaze back to the mirror.

"You have nothing to prove, let Thomas do what he always does. He will tire without you having to do anything, i promise" Brooke whispered, moving close to me to make room for the girls.

"Oh my freaking god! Can you imagine, Thomas wants to see me! Me! Oh, i think i'm going to die!" one of the girls said, giggling.

"He's easily the prettiest in the whole school, i'm so into you! I would do anything to be with him!" another girl said, so damn stupid that i raised my eyebrows at Brooke who just rolled her eyes.

I took out my lip balm and continued to listen to the conversation, inexperienced girls in between, until i couldn't hold back any longer.

"Sorry, i overheard your little conversation. It's Thomas sangster you are talking about, isn't it?"

"Uh, that's not what you are dealing with, is it?" said the first girl so divinely that i burst out laughing.

"What's so funny?" she continued, taking a step towards me.

"Come on, i don't know what you have heard about Thomas but i can promise you one thing, he doesn't want any of you so forget it!"

"Then who the hell are you! His girlfriend?!"

"Girlfriend? But are you all stupid? Thomas doesn't have girlfriends, he just fucks! Unfortunately he has such a small cock that you will only be disappointed, but it's up to you. Just use a condom, you never know what kind of pussy he put it in" i said turning around with a big grin on my face as i met Brooke's wide eyes.

"Shall we go? I really wanted an coffee right now" i continued and hooked my arm with Brooke's, leaving the girls behind us who remained completely silent.

"Oh my fucking god! Why did you say that?" Brooke whispered as we walked away towards the cafeteria.

"Said what?"

"About Thomas of course!"

"Ugh, those girls are living in a fantasy world, i did them a favor."

"Y/n, what is all this about anyway? It's not like you, i mean, what has Thomas done for you to even care about him?"

"I don't care about him but don't you see how he's doing? He's fucking and breaking hearts on a conveyor belt, do you think that's okay?"

"What does it matter what i think, or what you think? Thomas can do what he wants?"

"I know that, but i don't like it."

"Again, why do you care? Honestly now, do you have feelings for him?" she whispered so i stopped short.

"What the hell are you saying? It's clear that i don't have feelings for him, you know that!"

"I think you're acting like you're jealous."

"Jealous? Please i'm not jealous! And there's nothing to be jealous about. I don't want him so why should i care if he fucked every girl in school?"

"Exactly, you shouldn't care but apparently you care enough to even bother with him."

"This has nothing to do with that."

"Then can you tell me what it's really about?"

"I don't know, but he thinks he can do just about anything to anyone without even caring. Dosen't that bother you?"

"Um, no?"

"But it bothers me and now he's realized that i want him, that i want to sleep with him. I just want to put him in his place, play with him the way he plays with everyone else, that's all."

"You do what you want but just be careful. Even if you think you don't care it's easy to fall for someone like Thomas."

"Easy to fall for? Haven't you heard what i've been saying? I don't want him."

"I guess we will see," she muttered and started walking again.

I stood and watched as Brooke walked away towards the cafeteria. Was she right was it just me who-

"Hey hottie."

I flinched and quickly turned around.

"Um, hi?" i said, frowning at Thomas who was standing right behind me with his hands in his pockets.

"Are you going to the cafeteria?" he asked, smiling as he tilted his head slightly.

"How so?" i asked shortly. That wasn't part of my plan, damn it!

"Sweet little Y/n why are you so angry all the time?" he asked amused, putting one arm around my shoulders.

I felt my whole body tense as we started to walk towards Brooke who had stopped and raised her eyebrows at the sight of me and Thomas together.

"Do you want to know something?" he muttered, leaning down towards me as we continued walking.

I took a deep breath and looked up at him questioningly. I was greeted by a smile and a look so glowing that my heart raced in my chest. Damn it!

"What?" i asked but it sounded more like a whisper.

"I haven't been able to stop thinking about you either."