My enemy since childhood

Chapter 40

I could have sworn you could hear a pin drop on the hill. The silence that settled between us made my body crawl.

"You....you have slept with Thomas?"

"Yes" i said, no more than a whisper so i nodded to really make it as clear as possible. Now was it said.

"Bloody hell Y/n, when?"

"Um, on monday when we were cleaning the storage room, or after we had cleaned, we actually fucked in the shower in the girls' locker room and-"

"And? Have you fucked him more than once?" she interrupted, shaking her head as if she couldn't understand what i had just said.

"Yeah...last saturday" i muttered, feeling my cheeks heat up as her eyes widened.

"Last saturday? But....but then we watched a movie?"

"Yeah....yeah we did" i said and laughed slightly embarrassed at the memory of me and Thomas together in my room when everyone else was downstairs watching movies.

So, they didn't suspected anything, i thought with great relief. At least there was a good thing about the whole thing.

"But you hate him, you always have! Why didn't you tell me this?"

"I know! It wasn't meant to be like this. I wasn't supposed to sleep with him but i did. Then i told myself it was once and never again but then i slept with him again and now, during class he sent me this" i started and picked up my phone to show her my text conversation with Thomas.

"I'm going crazy, what does he really want from me?" i continued, shaking my head and seeing Brooke's surprised face as she read through the text.

"I guess you are good at fucking, since he wants to sleep with you again i mean" she muttered and continued reading.

"That's not the point, whether it was good or bad. He slept with me, not just once but twice! Shouldn't he move on then? You said yourself that if i slept with him, he would leave me alone."

"Maybe he's in love with you? Maybe that little Y/n has finally reined in the wild Thomas the king of one time fuck."

"Yeah, right. He has no feelings for me."

"Maybe, maybe not. So what are you going to do now?"

I took a breath and slowly exhaled so that a faint cloud of mist formed in front of my mouth.

"I don't know. But i'm sorry for everything, for what i said and for not telling myself."

"Okay, i'm still a little mad, you are my best and it hurts me that you didn't tell me sooner, it's pretty big."

"It's just that i didn't dare, i was afraid you would accidentally tell Alex something."

"You know i would never do that!"

"I know. Again, i'm sorry."

"You are forgiven, but it's good that we have sorted it out anyway. So Thomas is the cause of your idiotic behavior?"

I sighed again, might as well put all the cards on the table, what did it really matter if Dylan found out? he was still mad at me and who knows what would happen now after he and Thomas had a little fight. But i trusted Brooke, she wouldn't say anything.