My enemy since childhood

Chapter 105

I stared up at the ceiling, something i have been doing for the past few days. Since monday, i haven't gotten out of bed. I must have been sick for real because my body hurt so much and i couldn't do anything, most of all i just wanted to sleep. Sleep and never wake up again.

With a sigh, i turned my gaze out the window where the snow was falling like little fluffy clouds. So we are getting a white christmas after all, i thought as a tear rolled down my cheek. Everything felt pointless.

It was friday and two days until christmas eve but i couldn't feel any joy, maybe the fact that from today we had christmas break and i wouldn't have to go back to school for a few weeks, that was the only good thing in my life.

When there was a knock on the door, i flinched but didn't turn around.

"How are you sweetie?" mom asked and i could hear her footsteps approaching the bed.

"Bad" i whispered, hugging the covers tighter.

"Hey, keeping it all in doesn't make it any better. Can't you tell me what happened?" she continued, stroking my hair as i sobbed.

I hadn't told her that It was over between me and Thomas. But i think she understood, it was quite obvious, but if i said it out loud, everything would become so real, it was really over between us.

"Everything is ruined" i whispered.

"What's ruined? Did you and Thomas have a fight?"

"It's over" i said and burst into tears as i buried my face in the pillow.

"Over? Why is it over?" she whispered, laying down on the bed next to me.

"It's just that. He.....he's been cheating on me" i sobbed, gasping for air.

"Oh, i'm so sorry sweetheart."

"You know what the worst is?"

"No?"

"That when i said i knew what he done he said he loved me, something he's never said before but i don't think he meant it. Then he said he hadn't cheated on me but i know he has."

"Did he say he loved you?"

"Yes, but you can't love someone if you have cheated, can you?"

"Who said he's been cheating or have you seen it yourself?" she whispered as she continued to stroke my hair.

"I got a video. Last saturday night, a video of him fucking Kylie."

"Kylie? Your friend Kylie?"

"She's not my friend, she stopped being when she realized there was something between me and Thomas. She slept with him out of jealousy. She's ruined my life, something she promised to do."

"What do you mean? Did she want to mess things up between you two?"

"Yeah, she got mad when she found out Thomas and i were together and said she was going to fuck him behind my back like i had done to her."

I can't bear to care anymore, mom already knew me and Thomas had slept with each other so it was as well to be honest.

"I can't say i miss being a teenager with all these feelings you are going through. But it will pass, even if it doesn't feel like it right now" she whispered comfortingly but all i felt was anger, none of this was going to pass!