For All Time: Michael Jackson

Chapter 36 - Disgust

𝙵𝚎𝚋𝚛𝚞𝚊𝚛𝚢 𝟷𝟷𝚝𝚑, 𝟷99𝟶 - 𝟸 𝙿.𝙼.
*𝙼𝚒𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚎𝚕'𝚜 𝙿𝙾𝚅*

I was now sitting in my office, starring at the phone laying on my desk, thinking about how to put an end to this.

I have to do this... I have to get rid of this guilt. I have to stop hurting, Jade. It's now or never.

I sighed and picked up the speaker, digiting the number... after a few beep's, the familiar female voice finally picked up.

"Hello?" Tatiana said on the other side of the machine,
"Tatiana? It's me... listen, we need to meet, I have to talk to you." I said nervously while nibbling on my bottom lip,
"Sure, whenever you want, Mike. Let's say at my place? When can you be here?" she replied,
"I'll be there in two hours." I said,
"Perfect. Did something happen?" she asked nervously,
"I-I... I prefer not to talk about this over the phone." I said as lowly as possible,
"Did she... find out?" she whispered, I sighed.
"I think she's getting suspicious, yes." I replied.
"Okay... well, we'll talk about this when you get here. See you soon, Michael." she replied,
"See you soon, Tatiana. Bye." I said and hung up.

I immediately grabbed my coat and walked outside.

"Bill, could you please get the car ready? I need to go somewhere." I said, he nodded.
"Yes, Sir." he replied and walked away to take the car.

After a few minutes, we were already on our way to Los Angeles, to Tatiana's place.
I felt my chest tightening, at the thought of doing this to Jade.
But today... I'm going to end this.
I have been tormenting myself long enough, for this stupid mistake that I've done.
I love Jade, and she deserves better.

After a two hours long ride, we finally arrived.

"Bill, please stay here. I'll be back as soon as possible." I said, he sighed. He knew what was going on, and I made him promise not to tell anyone, even though he didn't really agree on this situation.
"Yes, Sir." he replied.

I took a deep breath and walked over to the main door, ringing the bell.
Shortly after, the door swung open and Tatiana welcomed me inside.

"So, what's going on?" she asked as we walked towards her living room. I removed my coat and took a seat on the sofa.
"Tatiana... we... this was a mistake, and we both know that. This needs to end. I love Jade, and I can't do that to her. I-I'm sorry." I said, while she was standing in front of me with crossed arms.
"You said over the phone that she started getting suspicious?" she asked and walked closer, sitting next to me. I gulped.
"Y-yes..." I whispered,
"But she didn't find out, yet?" she asked again, leaning closer to my face.
"N-no..." I stuttered,
"Then what's the matter?" she whispered in a seductive tone, as she started biting my earlobe. I rolled my eyes to the back of my head, trying hard not to let this happen again.
"T-Tatiana, we c-can't... please." I begged, but it was too late.

She has startled my lap already and her lips were locked into mine. Her hips were rolling back and forth, making my bulge transform into an erection.

I feel so bad for doing this to Jade. She is the one who is supposed to do these things to me, not any other woman...
It was all a mistake.

It all started when the Bad Tour ended, she reached out to me because she wanted to clear out things because of that kiss back in 1988 in New York. Then I decided to befriend her because I felt bad for her... in time... it all turned into this.

God knows it was a mistake and that I didn't want this to happen...

"T-Tatiana... p-please..." I whispered, trying not to let a moan escape my lips.
"Shh..." she whispered and ripped open my button-down, caressing my now exposed chest with her hand, as it traveled down to unzip my pants.