~HAWAII~

The Caterpillar's pain

We all know caterpillar.... A insect, the stage which comes just before butterfly. The stage we all hate to the hell but loves the metamorphosis which comes out after this, the beauty of a beautiful complete butterfly.

A caterpillar lived in a tree, she grew up slowly to a caterpillar and now everyone is waiting for her successful life, to be a butterfly. But the Universe is not always working with you, it needs some different dimensions also. The caterpillar watches her friends are becoming to a beautiful butterfly but she is not growing. She started being pessimist towards life. Not everything is for everyone, not always you get what you want from your heart. And not always nature gives you what you deserve. Life is truly meaningless. Slowly, all her friends became Butterfly but she remained the same. She watching her father and mother being worried about her but they continues to give her hope, strength and support. "Just wait for the right time, you will also get what you want."

Caterpillar replies, "Life is so harsh towards me. Why universe? What have I done?" Something from her mind answers her, "You little shit, just die. It is the only thing you can do." Caterpillar became suicidal. And in flow of time she hears her friends teasing her for not becoming a butterfly yet. "You have nothing, that's why you are not becoming a butterfly. You will die like this. No matter what, you are unable to be a butterfly like us. You failure bug. Shitty bug." Caterpillar replies with tears "I don't have any fault. I tried but failed. Universe is not always supporting. Everyone has to bear up with a hard time in their life. And this is my hard time." The bully says, "It's the easiest to give excuse. You are nothing." Caterpillar finds herself isolated from all her friends. Nobody talks to her anymore.

One day, caterpillar was casually walking beside a river and blaming herself for everything, knowing that nothing is in her hand. She faded out with her thoughts and fell into the river. She thought this is the worst thing which remained to happen with her. Now the cycle completed and she is gonna die soon as a worm can't swim. She moaned one last time "I failed life" and started choking water and begin to drown.

But we all know, god has always better plans. Don't know if this is better but there's always a reason behind everything. You can't find out the reason until it places.

A leaf suddenly felled into the water. The Caterpillar took support of the leaf and get on it. With the flow of water, the leaf came to a side of the river water and she was able to get on the land.

She saw death closely, she felt death with all her life energy, she realized that life is not one dimensional. The pessimist turned out to be a optimist. The feeling of death make her stronger than devil, thoughtful than angel and hopefull than farmer. She returned home and her friends started teasing her again by saying "The failure came back to us. She is such a successful failure. All her life is a piece of shit." The Caterpillar remained silent because she felt what her friends will never understand, she became emotionally detached with them and now nothing hurts her which comes from their way. She believes that life is just awfully beautiful.

At night, she started feeling immense pain in her bodies. She can't bear up with the pain and it just feels like dying. The Caterpillar realized something dazzling and her soul says- "The rising sun has to bear up with the most darkest night. So as life." She went through the pain all night without dying.

In the morning, the Caterpillar woke up from her sleep and realised that she became light. Her body feels like heaven. She started walking and was about to fell down but then....Her wings started working against air, with air, for the air. The Caterpillar became a complete butterfly. She said to herself "I did it."

After the immense pain, there's always a goodhood waiting. The touch of water made the Caterpillar a butterfly who was about to kill her. Not every fear is devil, not every love is support. The BUTTERFLY shouted

"I WON LIFE."