Light On (Alan Longmuir Fanfiction)

Chapter 91

- August 15th 1977 -

Y/N's POV

Another day in this life of mine. It was busy but of course, it was always so much fun. I was always doing something new. Alan was planning out his tour and the boys were busy with theirs. Alan was going to be doing some concerts in Italy soon which seemed like it would be fun. I just don't know if I am going to be able to go.

"I think it is interesting to think about how soon I am going to be in Italy doing concerts. I do hope you are able to come with me," Alan said.

"I know. I am so proud of you for being able to do those kinds of things I just do not know if I am going to be able to go with you," I said.

"But I hope you can. It is not going to be the same without you if I am in Italy without my wife," he said.

"But I am busy you know. There is not much I can do about it you know. I am in college and I have a job I am working," I said.

"I know but maybe you can somehow make it work. I think it is going to be too hard being away from you for so long. I know it is not going to be too long but a week or two without you is too long," he said.

"I will try and see what I can do but I am not too sure if I am going to be able to make anything work," I said.

"Don't you want to see Italy?" he asked.

"I do but it is kind of not in the plans I am making," I said.

"I think you should plan out the idea of Italy," he said.

"I would love to my love but it is not as easy as you think it is," I said as I laid my head on his shoulder.

"I think it is going to work out," he said.

He laid his head on mine and.

"I hate how different our lives are sometimes you know," I said.

"I know but it is kind of apart of the marriage life. The marriage life is so different you know than like the dating life," he said.

"We have been married for quite some time and you would think we would figure this whole thing out," I said with a bit of a chuckle.

"I think this is nice for us to learn how different our lives are going to be," he said.

"I know. Our lives are always going to be so different but it is not like there is much we can do about it," I said.

"It is also about our career paths as a married couple you know. I think life is interesting when we both have completely opposite careers. We have so much to talk about when it comes to our jobs. But it is nice to know we like to watch movies and read books together," he said.

"I think that is one of my favorite things we do. I love to read but we do not always get enough time to read because either the day is too busy or we are too tired at night," I said.

"I know. I am trying to plan out more time for us to do those kinds of things. I think it is going to be good for us you know. Spending time together doing things we love together," he said.

"We are always doing things we love together but sometimes it is not enough huh?" I asked.

"Yeah, I know. It is just apart of learning how life is together like this," he said as he looked at me.

"I don't know when the conversation turned so serious," I said as I got up off of the couch and headed into the bedroom.

"I did not mean to make it go so serious my love," Alan said as he got up and followed me into the bedroom.

"I just don't want to think of us being apart. I know it is one thing for you to be on tour but then again it makes me feel bad if I am not there to support you it is just hard sometimes," I said.

"I know it is going to be hard. I did not mean to make you feel like that," he said.

I walked into the bathroom. He followed.

"I just love when me and you are always together. It makes me happy and I thought it would be fun for you to be on tour with me. I know the tour is not going to be a big one but a small one is going to be nice," he said.

"Well of course. And the idea of you having fun on tour makes me happy even if it is not with me there. You need to have fun and be yourself it is your career my love," I said.

"I know but it is not going to feel the same without you. What if I cancel the shows we have planned out and make it for when you can for sure be there?" he asked.

"No, I am not going to let you do that. You are going to go and have fun and I am not going to be someone who is in the way of it," I said.

"You always want the best for me which messes with my brain," he said as he wrapped his arms around me.

I looked in the mirror.

"I am always going to want the best for you. You are the one who needs the best in life," I said.

"Well you need the best and greatest things in life too. You are amazing and my other half," he said.

"You are my other half too," I said as I turned around and kissed his cheek.

"Do you ever think sometimes our careers sometimes stand in the way?" he asked.

"Not so much because it makes us who we are. And you know we are always going to have that to talk about," I said.

"You always make everything so much better," he said with a slight smile.

"You do too," I said as I smiled a little.