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Bokuto Koutarou || Anger

I know - I've been gone for a month and I'm a piece of shit I knoooowww and I'm sorry. 

A friend of mine pointed out that another author on wattpad has been using my ideas and claiming them as their own, and writing stories that are very similar to my own - ideas from my mind that I spent a lot of time on. So, that kinda sucks, and I'm not sure how much longer I'll be writing on here because of that?? I don't want to write on a site that somebody can so easily steal somebody else's ideas and not get in trouble for it. (because I tried to report it and it wouldn't let me HAHA.) This has drained a lot of my motivation, so I hope this isn't as shitty as I think it is.

Anyways, this was requested by Deidara_Iwa_ -- I hope you enjoy it ^.^

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 They didn't ever really fight - ever since Bokuto and (f/n) had started dating they were always talking and working out their problems without harsh words or raised voices. (f/n) didn't mind yelling much, never effected negatively by the tone of somebody's voice, but Bokuto would always go rigid, unable to reply because he wasn't good with negative emotion, wasn't good with being ridiculed. (f/n) respected that, because she loves Bokuto and never wants to do anything to hurt him or upset him.

So, they always talk.

If Bokuto makes dinner a little too spicy that night or if (f/n) was slacking on the days it was her turn to do the laundry, they talked. If (f/n) was upset with something, she told him, and he was the same way - communication was key in every relationship, and it was the one thing they pushed for to make sure it was as great as it could be. (f/n) was big on keeping most of her feelings to herself, because talking wasn't always her thing, but she did it because Bokuto wanted to talk about everything, and it made him happy when (f/n) opened up about things.

They always talk, even when they don't want to.

But it's hard for (f/n) to talk when Bokuto starts spending more time away with his volleyball team than he does at home.

She wasn't phased by it at first - practices were running a little longer because they had an important match coming up. That was normal. But then, Bokuto was going out with his friends more often instead of staying home, leaving (f/n) alone while he was out, and it was starting to get on her nerves. She knew it didn't mean anything bad - Bokuto was just spending time with his bros, trying to get time in with them that wasn't grueling practice, but (f/n) was annoyed, and a little selfish when it came to Bokuto's attention, but she deserved to be.

(f/n) stops talking about her feelings with Bokuto, and he notices immediately. On days he is there to make dinner he notices the answers to his questions growing shorter and more grumpy, (f/n) letting out a quiet 'Fine' when asked how her day was. She didn't complain about anything that had happened at work or how dinner had burnt her tongue, and she especially doesn't mention how much she is hurting the days that Bokuto is gone.

Now, Bokuto doesn't like confrontation, doesn't like doing anything to risk the peace of their home, but he couldn't go on with (f/n) shutting him out any longer, so he brings it up.

"Hey (f/n)," he says one day at dinner, breaking the terribly tense silence. The girl looks at him, and he flinches at the expression on her face. "Can you tell me what's wrong please? Tell me if I've done something wrong, or tell me if there's anything I can do to make you better? We haven't been talking as much, and I'd really like to hear about what's bothering you."

(f/n) set down her fork and folded her hands together, her face steady. "Well, that depends - are you going to stay home long enough to hear the explanation, or are you going to leave me alone again as soon as your phone rings?"