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Matsukawa Issei || Questions

I had this idea stuck in my head the last few days and I love Mattsun so much so HERE YA GO. 

Reader is Asexual because I feel, as someone who is asexual myself, that there aren't many ace fics out there and this helps me express all my ace worries. 

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 "Do you love him?"

(f/n) sighed - she'd heard that question a multitude of times in the last month and it was wearing her out - it was trying her patience and making her just so tired of the entire situation she'd gotten herself into.

The answer to the question was easy - yes she loved him, of course she loved him; they had dated for almost an entire year, and they were best friends for years and years on top of that - she couldn't not love him. When she told people that though, the next question tried her patience even more.

"Then why are you guys taking a break?"

For one, (f/n) hated the words 'taking a break.' Technically she and Matsukawa weren't taking a break - yes they weren't acting as much like a couple as they usually did, and they weren't sleeping in the same bed anymore, but they were still together, were still a couple.

Second, it wasn't really anybody's business. Hanamaki, Oikawa, Iwaizumi, and (f/n) and Matsukawa's parents knew what was going on - to some extent - and they were the only people that needed to know because they were the only people it could really effect.

Lastly, they didn't understand - they weren't (f/n) or Matsukawa, they didn't know what was going on, didn't need to know what was going on because they didn't understand, wouldn't understand, and (f/n) didn't need anymore judgement on the situation.

But as time went on and things didn't get better it was more and more people asking more and more questions. Even Hanamaki grew tired of the situation and started pestering (f/n) about it, but to an extent he didn't understand either - he wasn't (f/n), wasn't asexual and holding Matsukawa back from fulfilling the needs he felt as a man in his twenties.

So the last time somebody asked (f/n) if she loved Matsukawa, and if so then why were they not together, she told them it was none of their business and walked away with her hands clenched tightly by her sides.

*****

Oikawa was a good friend - supporting in everything any of his friends dared to try themselves at and never forcing information out of (f/n) when she didn't want to give it - but he was also a sneaky son of a bitch, and (f/n) was still trying to figure out how he could mask his sneakiness so well. He was a master at being a naive, innocent little pest whenever he needed to be, and (f/n) was sure that not even Iwaizumi understood it.

Oikawa also really liked throwing parties. Not college frat boy parties - he wasn't 20 anymore. No, now he liked to invite all of his close friends and the other people on his professional volleyball team to his - overwhelmingly nice - house for wine and classical music and casual talk. That was another persona (f/n) knew Oikawa had mastered - the professional volleyball player one where he was calm and collected all the time. ((f/n) was sure seeing the boys on his team react to high school Oikawa would be freaking hilarious.) 

This time though, the party was a celebration, technically wasn't being thrown by the eccentric setter,  and it wasn't at his home.

The team he and Iwaizumi were on had won a huge tournament, and the coach had rented out a nice dance hall and invited the players and their families (Hanamaki, Matsukawa, (f/n), and Iwaizumi, in Oikawa's case) to celebrate in the incredibly nice hall they had rented out.