I'm F.I.N.E (Demi Lovato)

Tell Me chapter 3

hey guys Its late again and I have school tomorrow hahaha well I thought I would write a litte something

[recap]

I go back to my room to find a surprise....

"demi!? you scared me", I said trying to laugh the fact off That she was in my room . I was  trying to acting normal since her break down early today . she looked serious this time though. "Demi" I ask worried "what's going on?"

she didn't say anthing , all she did was bring out the blade I used to cut myself not even 10 mins ago .

"there is fresh blood on this", she said without even looking at me. I turned around and  rush into my room and close the door , still in shock I lay my back against my door and slide down it.

" I-I don't know anymore demi I just can't do this.  I'm sorry you were trying to stay strong for me , I was just trying to stay strong for myself". I couldn't bare looking at her disapointed face.

she immediately got up from my bed and rushed over to me and said "how long have you been cutting? Show me".  I felt so over whelmed, this shoudnt be happening yet! Not right now, im not ready!

I didnt even care anymore, I couldnt care anymore. In a sudden movement , I got up and ran to the bathroom. What Demi didn't know was I have blades everywhere hidden in my bathroom.

I locked the door so she couldn't stop me. she knew exactly what I was doing , and she can't stop me.

well I didnt I say 'I have unfinished cuts'.

[ demi POV ]

Rachel ran so quick to the bathroom I didn't even have time to react . once everything was focused, I realized she had locked herself in the bathroom. I knew what she was going to do ... I can't let my baby sister go through what I went through

I WONT LET THAT HAPPEN !

I ran to bathroom banging and pleading  for her to come out the bathroom .

But all I got was silence, she isnt responding . I start to panic and right now I don't know what to do . I hear a loud thud on the ground .   I took all my energy and strength to break down the door.

  Running in on my baby sister, my rock that kept me grounded laying there.  I rush to her side and look at where she cut ...SHE HIT A VAIN , A FUCKING VAIN !

  my parents are startled by the loud bang from me blowing the door of its hinges . I yell for them they come in to see Rachel on the floor bleeding to death . "call the ambulance Robbie",my mom said  in an calm voice . she was a yoga teacher and she always told us "you  can't accomplish anything when you panicing" so she knew how to stay calm .

The ambulance came seconds later  and swiftly took her body away .  they took her up and off to the hospital. we rushed in the car following them to the hospital . once we got there  they  rushed her in and did there work on her .

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An nurse came out and hour later and said she was recovering well she is awake but very weak .  we all rush to see her . once we were inside I could see her pale fragile face.

Tears rushed up my eyes and down my cheeks at her fragile body. How broken she was and none of us even knew .

My tears had slowed there pace and before any of us could get a work out  she looked at me and said ...

hey guys I know its short but its 2:12 am in California and I have school I gotta get some sleep haha ill be updating tomorrow !