I'm F.I.N.E (Demi Lovato)

anger .... chapter 13

[ Rachel's POV ]

He walked outside with a freaking busted lip !

his lip was bleeding , fucken bleeding !!

I ran to him while he pushed me off . "what happened?", I frantically yelled to him . "Dylan don't do this talk to me ! " he didn't even respond he just stood there.

I bragged him inside my house , threw his stuff on my couch ran up to my bathroom with him in hand and cleaned him up . he didn't even look at me . I saw both of his ri fist start to clench. He started to breath heavily . he was in some sort of trance .

He just stared into space like that . I didn't really know what to do .  He slowly got off of the counter , while I was still in the middle of  cleaning his lip .

he finally looked at me in the eyes. his eyes filled with anger while I tried my best to get through to him . 

he said "do you have an blade " his voice was monotone no emotion . almost dead .it was raspy and deeper than usual . I came towards him with my hands up ready to through punches if he tried to swing on me . even though he most likely won't do That . Who said you cant be prepared ?

he looked at me again and said " do you have a fucken blade ?" . I gulped down my fear  and managed to say " d-Dylan you d-don't need to c-cut its gonna be ok . he completely ragged at me , I was so terrified , I was suppost to be his weakness but I didn't know what to do ! . he started to yell I could only make out some words of what he was saying . he wasent mad at me he was ranting about his parents ! 

He tried to leave out my room , but I know he can cause more then what he is even cable of . I took all my strength and forced his body onto my bed to stop him . possibly wake him the fuck up !

I was shocked by my own strength . but it didn't work , he only got up even madder . I tried talking to him . I closed and locked the door behind me so he couldnt leave . I spoke to him softly trying to calm him down .

He stopped yelling all the sudden and sat on my bed . I got down infront if him and lifted his head up to see him crying . I wiped his tears away , as he once again cried into my neck . I brought him down on the floor with me holding him .

he sat on my lap and I rocked him back and forth . I don't care I will do anything for him , he is my boyfriend . we have only been together for a couple of days and we already have so many problems .

He stopped crying and it just stayed quiet, then  as my phone rang I picked it up and it was demi saying she had to stay over all night , I was relieved that Dylan could stay the whole night but worried that anything could happen . I told demi ok and have a good time . I was playing it cool on the phone .

I hung up and still had Dylan on top of me . we each only weighed like 80 pounds , he wasent heavy at all. in all honesty it worried me .

well he didnt eat ...thats the real reason . I looked down at his face to find sleep !  the boy fell asleep in my arms !!  well that's nice I thought to myself . half heartedly

He looked adorable,  yet so tortured . I layed him on my bed and put the covers over him  I layed next to him watching t.v. ,half asleep anyway .

I played with his hair , his soft black hair . he had been sleep for like 2 hours and Its still morning ! demi left and 5:00 and I woke up at 6:30 wow , we got a long day ahead of us .

oooooo dylan ommgurd ! haha but ill be writing chapter 14 tomorrow . peace I need sleep I'm so sleeeooppy !

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