I'm F.I.N.E (Demi Lovato)

bit my tongue...chapter 76

[ Dylans pov ]

I let go of Rachels wrist so she could get dressed . she moved herself around me and to her drawers . she pulled some shorts on and one of my muscle tees .

she closed her drawer and leaned her back  against it . she hung her head low and huffed .I walked towards her and tilted her head up "babe , something up, this isn't you ", I said . she just stared at me , I could see her glassy eyes .

"please please something isn't right what going on I love you so much you know that , please Rachel just tell me ", I said pleading with her .

she just looked at me as one tear ran down her cheek . " I-I-stop taking my meds for today , I just liked the thrill it made me feel better but I know it just destroys me everything around me ". she said .

it absolutely broke my heart to know she did something like this without consulting me . "is that why we ended going this far", I said gesturing to the bed where we were nearly going to have sex on .

she just nodded . "But what about demi ...you like um attacked her...", I said trailing off . she just sighed. "I DONT KNOW ! I really don't Okay . she asked me what was wrong with me and I completely lost it and attacked her . I didn't mean to I really didn't and I feel like such an failure I'm just , I'm just an fuck up ". she said rambling on and crying .

I pulled her into an hug and kissed her forehead. "shh shh Rachel I know , I know but you know what I did and what you did was wrong . its more my fault well ...because I didn't make sure you took your meds and I shouldnt have gone this far with you too ", I said suddenly letting all the regret wash over me. 

sure I regretted it but now , more than ever . all these thoughts ran through my head , will demi still love us ? will demi kick me out ? where will I go ? does she still love me ? does she still love Rachel ?

All these thoughts ran through my head so quick I didn't here Rachel calling my name . "DYLAN !", she yelled . "yea oh sorry I-I was just thinking".

she just sighed and buried her face into my neck . "what are we gonna do", she said muffled in my neck . before I had the Chance to answer stern words were yelled with so much anger and I could hear them getting closer ....

"RACHEL DENNIS LOVATO"

[ Demi's pov ]

yes , I did go to are mother and tell her about Rachel . sure call me an snitch , because I know Rachel's condition but I mean she attached me ! not to mention almost had sex with Dylan ! beyond unelectable !!

Mom stormed upstairs in search of the little delinquent . don't get me wrong , I still love Rachel and Dylan with all my heart . but her little Chicagoans need to stop . before I made it up all the stairs to whiteness all the drama I already heard them yelling profanities at each other.

[ Rachel's pov ]

as soon as my mom called my name I instantly got scared . I panicked and hid behind dylan . she stormed into the room rage written across her face . she stood infront of Dylan staring at both of us . if looks could kill let's just say ... we would be 6ft under by now .

"you ... you little bastard" , my mom sneered towards Dylan almost lunching herself at him. But I quickly moved him out of the way and shielded him with my arms . "YOU TRIED TO STEAL MY DAUGHTER VIRGINITY !", she screamed as she struggled in my arms.

demi showed up minutes later in the room . I looked at her regret filling my face as her is just motionless .  I turned my attention back to my mom yelling profanities at Dylan which wad slightly pissing me off . because ...well its my fault . more than his ....

"no...mom--MOM LISTEN!", I yelled stopping her In her tracks . I removed my arms from her and she gave me an look to keep going . "its not dylans fault . its mine ...I didn't take my meds today and I felt an rush . I liked feeling free . no strings attached I felt like I was on cloud 9 for an matter of seconds ...but was clearly ripped away from me as I turned back to reality. I'm sorry . demi ...I'm sorry . I never ment to attack you ...Really I didn't but you said 'whats wrong with you' And it set me off . I just -I just want let you know im sorry sincerely sorry.  I wasent in my right mind. ", I continued rambling .

stealing looks back at my mom to demi than to Dylan . all emotionless as I I stood there in silence . regret and guilt filling my ears. "I'm sorry , its my fault also . I mean I wasent stopping her . I was caught up in the moment . I didn't even realise - acknowledge how stupid I was being not to stop this . I'm truly sorry for every thing I've caused Mrs. lovato", Dylan said sincere and looking my mom right in her eyes .

I was still in an state if shock of everything Thats happened . "Rachel", demi spoke barely above an whisper . walking towards me . "can we be alone for second please", demi asked as polite as possible . with That Dylan and my mom left the room .

leaving demi and I staring at each other...

[ I know its been like months since I've updated but alot has been happening and I just started an new story so I'm kind of busy but ill be posting more I PROMISE ! but I've been depressed and some really bad stuff has happened to day so I just wanted to update something for you Guys ily]