I'm F.I.N.E (Demi Lovato)

Black eye .... chapter 21

[ Rachels pov ]

I woke up a little drowsy , my leg was sore and burning but I could handle it  .  I can move it normally. I checked my phone to see message from Dylan . I smiled as I  saw his message .

he texted me saying " hey babe I'm sorry I couldn't be with you . I don't know if you remember that I have school :( Im sorry . but ill be home around 3:30 ok babe I love you bye ". I smiled and texted back " its ok babe I love you too ".

I walked around the house and  explored , and I walked into one room that looked familiar. I was trying to remember

~ Flashback ~

come back !!! Rachel !! . I ran to the bathroom with blood every where on the ground then I passed out

~ end of flashback ~

I REMEMBERED from yesterday night when I cut my leg to shreds . I looked down at my leg and saw the bandages . I walked out the room and into demi's room . she was on her phone scrolling through twitter . " d-demi you still w-wanna tall to me ?", I said nervously causing myself to stutter .

"yea" she  stated simply "come sit down with me"

I looked at demi then down at my leg . she tilted my head up and said " baby I thought you were clean hm what happened ".

I said " I cut myself , the first day we moved in . and when I meet Dylan the same day and he saw them and I got scared ".

she said after " are there any other times"

" um yea ...I cut myself yesterday . the time you cleaned my cuts and when Dylan caught me ".

" all my cuts are on my right arm and my right leg "

she looked at me and said " your my rock Rachel please anytime you need some thing come to me !! it hurts me to know your hurting . I don't want you to do this please . try to stop for me . I don't want to find you...um you know " demi said with so much sorrow in her eyes .

I felt bad. " I will , you have helped me stay strong and I wanna be strong . its just hard ".

she looked at me and said " I almost cut yesterday , when you were hurting I was hurting . I felt like I let you down , and I wanted to punish myslef "

"Demi ! no ! never you are amazing ! never have you let me down . sure we fight we are sisters that's what we are supposed to do ! don't sell yourself short" .

I got up and hugged the crap out of her . she laughed and kissed my temple .

"I love you baby girl"

" I love you to beautiful"

I had a good day but I worried , about Dylan . I wonder how his day is going , school isn't really his thing with all the bullies .

[ Dylan's pov ]

I had a pretty ok day ,until lunch . I was just listening to black veil  brides rebel love song

I CAN NOT HIDE

WHAT'S ON MY MIND

I FEEL IT BURING DEEP INSIDE

PASSION CRIME BURING INSIDE

TO TAKE WHAT'S MINE

NEVER GONNQ CHANGE MY MIND

WE CAN LEAVE IT ALL BEHIND

SO TAKE YOUR HAND WITH MINE

IT'S OURS TONIGHT