I'm F.I.N.E (Demi Lovato)

Such an pretty face ...chapter 46

[ Dylan's pov ]

I told her that I kissed her today after she was with her friend " Blake ". she ran upstairs and cut herself and then she came downstairs to get something to drink .

I checked her wrist to see what she did and she went to running up the stairs but cried in the middle of the hallway . I picked her up and cuddled with her .

then this morning she realised she slept with me and wanted to kill herself . she tried to leave the room but I pinned her body to the wall . then all this happened .

[ Demis pov ]

I was in shock from what just happened , I don't know whats wrong with my baby sister . and he ex boyfriend slash boyfriend is trying his hardest to help .

the doctor came out het room and came to up to us and looked at me kinda of disappointed .

[ Dylans pov ]

the doctor came up to us and I wrapped my arm around demi , she was shaking . the doctor said " Mrs. lovato we must inform you that your sister Rachel lovato has an server  anxiety disorder ".

I froze and demi cried into me . the doctor also said that she had an serve panic attack that why she was so extreme . all those times she cried and went crazy was because she was having an panic attack and no one knew ...

[ Rachel's pov ]

the doctor told me I have an serve anxiety disorder . I just layed there motionless as she went to go talk to Dylan and demi .

I dont want to be in an relationship but I want Dylan I want him to be with me . this is to confusing ! I looked down and the bandages on mg wrist from my cuts and looked up .

[ Dylans pov ]

I walked in Rachels room after the doctor had talk to us . I saw her pale hopeless face , no emotion . she looked at me with out saying a word . I closed the door behind me and sat next to her in an chair .

I pulled the chair close to be with her and I just looked at her , she was beautiful . I said in an whisper putting my hand on her wrist " baby ". she moved her hand away from mine and I got up and hugged her. I began to cry , not even trying to hide my tears I was so hurt .

I climed in bed with her , and brought her body on my lap . she didn't say a thing , j wrapped my arms around her waist and kissed her cheek . she began to cry and said " I'm going crazy ". I looked at her and said " no , no your not ! your just struggling . its gonna be ok ".

she turned around and said " how can you say that ! its not gonna be ok ! it never will be ! ". she started hyperventilating and I called the nurse in . she gave Rachel an pill and water , she calmed down after .

demi came in slowly and grabbed Rachel into an hug . crying into each others necks . I stood there crying . I carried Rachel wedding style to the car . demi pulled herself together to drive and when we got home I sat Rachel on her bed and went to Demis room .

I walled in ans she said " please let me be alone ". I said " ok , but give me all your blades ". she glared at me and handed them to me . I kissed her forehead and said " its for your own good ". and walked out .

I went to check on Rachel and she was shaking on her side . " Rachel ?". she turned around and spoke weakly " d-Dylan will sleep with m-me ?". I nodded and closed the door .

I got in the bed with her , I slid myself under her covers and pulled her to my chest . her leg was on top of mine and my arms on her waist securing her .

I looked down at her and she was already looking up at me . we got closer and closer to each other. I placed my lips on hers , she kissed back after . we continued to kiss after . I pulled her body on top of me . she hovered over me kissing me . she broke the kiss I started to kiss her neck . she shiverd in my arms . I kissed her neck making little marks up and down her while neck .