[ Dylans pov ]
I stood in front of Rachel's room and knocked . all I heard was her muffled words " leave me alone ". it echoed threw Mr eyes knowing she was That hurt , plus he birthday was tomorrow .
I really fucked up this time
demi opened the door and walked in , following after her . she stood infront of Rachel while I stood on the other side .
I bent down to her face that wad buried in pillows , "babe"? I said trying to get her attention . she spoke still muffled threw pillows " what , have anymore secrets you don't want to tell me ".
I gave demi and apologetic look saying " can we be alone ". she read my look at nodded.
she kissed Rachels head and left the room closing the door . I pulled her body up by the arms , looking at her beautiful face .
she sat her self up sitting her back against the bed frame . She looked down the wholw time . she looked up at me once and paniced and looked away .
I didn't dare speak , she seemed so scared . she continued to look down playing with her snake bites .
" are you going to break up with me ?" , she said while finally looking at me . I sat Down on the bed and said " no , no no no I would never ! I'm not breaking up with you ! ".
she got up out of frustration and yelled " WELL WHAT IS IT ! CAUSE THE ANXIETY IS KILLING ME ! "
I took an deep breath and said " yesterday , I cut myself but I didn't want to ruin your birthday worrying about me . and demi was in my room and asked her not to tell you because I was afraid ". I was almost in tears by the time I was done .
[ Rachel's pov ]
NO HOW COULD HE ! HE WAS DOING SO GOOD !! I looked at him and said " Dylan , baby no ". he just collapsed to the floor crying .
I hopped over my bed next to him taking his body carefully since I didn't know where they were .
I sat him on my Lap , he instantly wrapped his arms around my neck and mine around his waist . I rocked him back and forth and I said to him softly " can I see them ".
he just shook his head . " please Dylan ". I pleaded to him . he just cried harder struggling to get words out . I rubbed his back and kissed his shoulder . waiting until he was ready .
he slowly stopped crying and I just held him tighter . he moved his head from my neck and looked at me straight in the eye and said " your gonna hate me ".
I looked him back in the eye and said " baby I love you , your my everything . I not could never hate you , even if I tried . I love you . even if you do have scars ".
he just sighed and stood himself up . he got off my lap and stood infront of me . I looked up waiting for him to show me.
he lifted up his shirt , and I saw gauze covering an section of his stomach. I pulled it back slowly and I covered my mouth looking at the one he carved in him .
"Rachel and demi" carved on his lower stomach . I felt the tears fall out my eyes and Dylan quickly wrapped them back up and put his shirt down . I got up and backed away from him . he looked at me with tears going down his cheeks .
he pleaded to me " I'm sorry Rachel , I'm sorry , I'm sorry , I'm sorry please I don't know whats wrong with me please I barely remember anything . all I know is that I wasent in control , my pain was not me . I let the blade take over ".
I was trying to listen to his words but I just couldnt . He was scaring me . But for some reason this pain was making me want to cause my own pain .
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I'm F.I.N.E (Demi Lovato)
Fiksi Penggemar[EDITING AT THE MOMENT] this a story about you.... the life as being demi lovatos sister the love the hatred,the cuts, the secrets, the lies , and the pain will you stay till the end ? read this story and see (contains mature content violence and f...