I'm F.I.N.E (Demi Lovato)

for you demi ...chapter 37

[ Dylans pov ]

I woke up at about 3:00 am , I heard sobbing . I looked at Rachel sleeping peacefully , thankful it wasent her crying .

I slowly got up and walked out of her room . I looked in my room to see nothin but pitch black . I walked next door to demis room and slowly walked in and closed the door , so Rachel wouldn't come . I walked to the bathroom and saw demi cutting her side and crying .

I jumped infront of her and grabbed her arms . and pinned them behind her. she looked at me and said " leave me here , leave me here alone to die ". I un pinned her arms and said " I could never , demi you have done so much for me . you gave me and home ! food and I have an beautiful girlfriend and an bestfriend named demi . I think of her as my big sister she is amazing ".

I saw her slightly smile then she groaned out of pain , he side was bleeding . " come on come on". I said helping her up . I grabbed an towel from the bathroom and layed it across her bed . I layed her down and lifted her shirt up under her bra so I could clean her cuts . she was still crying in pain .

I said before putting the alcohol on her " this is going to sting like an bitch ". I cleaned each cut throughly , while demi covered her mouth with her hand crying her eyes from the pain . her stomach kept moving , making it harder for me to clean them .

I looked at her on the verge of tears and said " I'm so sorry please demi I'm soooorrry ". she nodded and whisperd " its not your fault ". after I was done cleaning her cuts I got the first aid kit and got some tape and Gause out  . I slowly placed the gause on her cuts and placed the tape on them scurrying it .

I picked up her weightless body and layed her under her covers . she still crying into her pillows . I got next her and layed her head on my chest . I soon began to feel tears going through my shirt .

I rubbed her back and sung warrior to her . until she feel asleep . I didn't get any sleep that whole night , just thinking about how demi is feeling . I still don't know why she did it . i thought it was better for me to wait till morning .

[ Rachel's POV ]

I woke about  at 8:50 , and I flipped in my bed to see Dylan . but fell off the bed due to empty space that Dylan was fulfillng -.- . I got up and face Palmed myself and  laughed . I got up and walked to his room , but he wasent there ! so I kinds got worried and called out " DYLAN !!!".

I heard him whisper from demi's room " sshh babe I'm in here ". I jogged over there and saw him laying with demi , " DYLAN WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING !". he jumped up and walked towards me and said " no , no its not what you think . but well Rachel ...demi cut herself this morning and I helped clean them and I layed with her until she fell alsleep she was crying uncontrollably ".

I looked at him and gasped , all I did was hug the shit out of him . I looked at him and said " where did she cut ". the side of her stomach ". he said . I looked down holding in tears and said " is this the first time she done it ". he just dropped his head , DYLAN ! I shouted wanting the damn answer . "yes ", he shouted , why didn't you tell me Dylan . "

because she said she was going to tell you so I waited ". I looked over at demi who wad slowly waking up , she held her side as she sat herself up . I ran to her and hugged her . she looked at me and said " I guess Dylan told you ha ". I looked at her innocently and said " but why demi please , your my rock !". I began to cry as demi explaind why she did it .

she said " um ..I been cutting for a week now I'm sorry Rachel its just a lot of pressure from the media , I was worried about you mom and Dylan . I wanted to be realised of my pain . I cut my self yesterday because my baby sister is writing an song about her father who is dead . no one should have to go through that dad should not have done that to you . and I couldnt stop him from hurting you and so sorry . please forgive me ".

I looked at her and cried so much into her neck . I just hugged her so tight . I spoke up and said " I can't for give you because you did nothin wrong . your everything I could ask for . you couldn't stop him from hurting me cuz you had your own problems Its ok demi I love you so much I Truly do I never ever stopped ".

she smiled and wiped my dry tears . she hugged me and threw kisses all over my face . I laughed and kissed her some more . demi looked at me seriouly after and said " have ether of you been eating , you guys got Skinner ". I looked over at Dylan who just scratched the back of his neck . she looked at me and said " YOU GUYS HAVE TO EAT !". dylan came closer and got on the bed with demi and I . he looked at me and said " I promise to eat and so does Rachel , as long as you stop cutting ". demi smiled and said " I promise the same but you guys have to stop cutting too ". we all smiled and shaked hands . we laughed and demi said " LET'S GO TO BREAKFAST ". I looked at Dylan worried and he said " first time always an struggle ". I looked st her and said " DEFIANTLY , LETS GO !".