I'm F.I.N.E (Demi Lovato)

Bitch...chapter 5

[Rachels pov ]

When our mom came in the room . in rage. She looked so upset , like she could kill . she ran to demi and roughly pulled her away from me . "WHAT DID YOU DO TO HER ?WHAT HAPPENED?!" she yelled to demi .

"S-she w-was having an panic attack mom I-I was trying to help", she  somehow got out her mouth . she placed demi aside  to look at me , but by then I was fine .

I had stopped panicing I was just watching the most unbelievable sight , my mom in that much rage . It was unbelievable . I got up slowly while both of there eyes watched ever step I made.

I was angry of what just happened . it was more of an angry face and breathing heavily . I can't even get the words out my mouth to yell .

Then my mom comes to me with sympathy eyes , "SAVE IT", I yell .

" I DON'T CARE! I WANT TO LIVE WITH DEMI I WANT TO LEAVE , I CAN'T TAKE LIVING WITH YOU! I HAD TO NEARLY KILL MYSELF JUST TO FIGURE OUT WHAT I WANTED. AND WHAT I WANT IS DEMI . I CANT LIVE WITH YOU ",tears started to form in my eyes.

my mom was speechless . I'm slowly calming realizing what I just said and pull my mother into a hug , we forgive each other I didn't mean any of those things at all . All that time demi had been sitting there just sitting , no emotion , no movement , nothing...

[ Demi pov]

I coudnt believe my OWN mother would think I would hurt my pride and joy . I would never EVER think about hurting her . all I wanna do is cut ... so fucking bad . but I can't for rachels sake ... look at them hugging; mom and Rachel , not even noticing me .

I feel so hurt . I'm sitting here not even knowing that mom and Rachel are staring at me .

[ Julies  POV ] aka mom

"I-I'm sorry demi" , I stuttred out my mouth . demi still showed no emotion . I pick her fragile body up , she weighs only 90 pounds she hasent been eating we need her to its not healthy!

I pick her up and sit her on my lap and whisper to her " demi I'm sorry , baby listen please. I didn't know what to think when I came in the room , rach was on the floor and lost it when I shouldnt have. I love you demi " .

demi cried into me while we sat . I guess that was her way of forgiving me , by getting close to me . trusting me .

[ Rachels pov ]

I move to demi and my mom  and hug them , "bear hug "!  demi said and we all laughed .

"I want to go home please mom" , I say in a weak voice. She nods then smiles "yes ,  I want my two of my baby girls  with me".

hey guys haven't updated in while soo I know its short but its kinda crazy with things right now I just don't want to do anything ... depression I guess but I write anyway ;)