I'm F.I.N.E (Demi Lovato)

I'm home again ? ...chapter 6

[Rachel's pov]

After all that shit , my mom left to the front desk and got my papers to get out of this hell hole . It was quiet in the room with demi . Then she told me "you know I love you no matter what but we are not done talking".

I looks down and sigh and say "Yea I know ". she gets up and sits on the edge of my bed.  "look at your self this is not healthy I want to help you I love you , I can't even describe !  I will always be here rachel please let me in " I was a little shocked at how dramatic she acted . but felt loved at the same time . I got up and Hugged her .

my mom came in like nothing  had happened and said "all set we can go!" I jump around the room in  my little body with all this excitement.

After I felt sick and held on the bed for strength. "Oh gosh" demi said  "she is to weak for all this just take it slow". I really needed to eat but Im already fat enough I'm like 200 pounds. (when in fact she is only 90 pounds)

I don't feel skinny I feel like a whale!  "you need to eat " demi said , my eyes grew big and she noticed.  She looked at me sypathticaly then whispered in my ear "It's gonna be ok food doesn't hurt you ill be there baby its gonna be ok". That still didn't make feel any better.

I became calm while we slowly walked to the doctors out of the  "hell hole".

The sight of food made me want to purge so bad I didn't want it in me . I was afraid of it . I was never going to fit into society if I was FAT . I was woken from  my thoughts as the car door slammed shut with only me and my father in the car.

Demi was helping mom with my stuff, they brought me some clothes to Change in to get more comfortable he looked at me through the mirror and scoffed  "hey suicidal slut , welcome home" with an horrible laugh at the end.

He made me scared but I coudn't let   know him that . Or he would take advantage of it . I replied with  "It's never really home with a bastard like you there!" , I shouldn't have said that.

He swiftly turned around and grabbed me by the collar of my shirt and yanked me towards him, anger in his eyes.

"Your I'm my house , my rules , you listen to me! you respect me!"  he said low but still loud enough to scare me, so mom and demi wouldn't  hear what's going on  "I hate you, trust me I'll never respect you , you ignorant cunt ".

With that he threw me back to my seat and acted nice and normal when mom and demi came in the car .

Home sweet home isn't it 

hey guys just wanted to do a little update for yaaa . ill be updating more , I was moving houses so I cudnt right bur now I'm alllll done and ill be updating more ! hehe peace !! vote , comment, share