Dylan left right before demi got home that night . she came in looking really tired , I asked if it was ok to talk with her . she nodded yes . I asked her if mom called ? she looked at me and nodded .
[ demi pov ]
I'm coming the house so fucking tired ! but I will always make time for my baby girl . she asked me if mom called . I simply nodded yes .
she said that " it was ok for you to stay with me longer she wanted to be alone . she is divorceing dad ... he woke up and ended it . she said she was sorry and she understands that we need are space . but until she saw that we moved every thing out she felt even worse she is going to see a therapist . but she wants me to keep you healthy ok " . she looked like she was going to burst into tears . I pulled her for an hug , I heard her cry , feeling her tears hit my shirt .
she mumbled under her breath " I hate life I want to be dead " . I whispered in her ear " no you don't ok we are going to get help I'm gonna put you through home school so you don't have to deal with those douchebags. I love you , I will do anything I can to help you . you can see a therapist , who ever you want or you can just talk to me if you want".
she looked at me and smiled . she kissed my cheek and calmed herself down . let's go to sleep baby girl , you can sleep with me hmm . "yea" Rachel said excitedly .we went off to bed , hoping the days would get better .
[ Rachels pov ]
I woke up alone in the bed , but I didn't feel as lonely and as sad really . I felt like some weight was lifted off of me . I look beside me and see an note from demi . it read " hey bby I'm got to hit the studio at 5:00 am today ! I know , that's really early . but ill be back around 11:00pm for sure. bye I love you ! "
I got up from my bed and decided to go see Dylan . I put on some shorts not to short though because he would be able to see my scars . I wore Dylans grey nirvana shirt, That he let me barrow .
he said I looked cute in it how big it was on me . I walked out with my phone and my key chain on my belt loop . I was walking to the otherside of my house to get to Dylan , when I heard a lot of yelling .
like serious screaming . all I heard was " your screw up , your horrible parents , we don't need you , kill yourself , starve yourself more , die !! "
it broke my heart to hear him and his parents yell . I heard the yelling come closer to the door . it sounded like Dylan . he opened the door with so much anger . he stopped and looked at me . He was crying , balling crying . I didn't speak I just hugged him so tight . he clung on to me for life . he looked so hopeless , helpless . we walked silently to the bridge and then to the rock we normally sit on .
he was still crying . I kinda got teary eyed myself seeing him like this . we cuddle . the sound of his sniffing and tears , just broke me into a million more pieces . I could hear his tears slowing there pace . he looked up at me . with his puffy red face with even more GEOGOUS dark brown eyes . he said he was sorry for crying so much . I told him not to worry about it , he was hear for me yesterday I'm here for you today . I told him how cute he looks today . he said " how could you ever love someone who cuts and starves " . I said " how could anyone loves someone who cuts and starves ". Dylan looked at me and said "come closer to me" . I came closer to him , I was inches away from his lips , he caressed my cheek with the back of his hand . he kissed my forehead and hugged me . he kissed me so hard after I wad kinda surprised that he did that .
he said " did you eat anything today " I looked down with out responding . he pulled me onto his lap and said " tell me" while kissing me neck . I tried to get up but he gripped his arms around my waist . he wouldnt stop until I told him the truth , I said mumbled under my breath " your so stupid , I shud have never told you this " .
he laughed and said " oh but you did my darling , ill stop if you tell me the truth ". I grew irritated and finally said " NO I HAVEN'T EATEN ANYTHING !"
I got a little irritated and walked off closer to the lake . he came up behind me . and wrapped his arms around my neck and said " I'm sorry I know its a touchy subject for me too but I care about you more than me , I want you healthy ".
I know I replied . we walked back to my house hand in hand . when we got there Dylans hand got very tense . he let go so he wouldnt hurt me . but I held on any way . the yelling stopped but we both know what is bound to happen if he comes back .
" come on your not going home tonight , your gonna stay with me ".
" WHAT !! I can't do that Rachel what about demi !! ".
"don't worry about her she will understand . but I'm not gonna let you get beat , it hurts me" . the last part came out as a whimper as I started to get teary eyed . he wiped my single tear and kissed me cheek .
" ok babe , but I'm still worried " , he said looking around . As if we are being watched.
" I have to go get clothes ok hold on ". he shouted to me as he made his way to the door . I yell back " just bring underwear and pajamas".
he comes back outside with an .....
ommmmg what's gonna happen lol but hey guys ! I'm like falling inlove with my own story like for reall <3 I love it , ill be writing more tomorrow or tonight . bye guys vote comment share plzz }3
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I'm F.I.N.E (Demi Lovato)
Fanfiction[EDITING AT THE MOMENT] this a story about you.... the life as being demi lovatos sister the love the hatred,the cuts, the secrets, the lies , and the pain will you stay till the end ? read this story and see (contains mature content violence and f...
