I'm F.I.N.E (Demi Lovato)

dream....chapter 17

Rachel I was startled by her screams actually .

[ Rachel pov ]

~dream~

STOP !!! DAD PLEASE

OWWW STOP DON'T DO THIS

"YOU SLUT , GO KILL YOURSELF"

"CUT YOURSELF SOME MORE !"

"COME ON !!! DIRTY BITCH !!!! "

~dream over ~

I woke up with the strongest urge to cut , so fucken bad . I just wanted to realise this pain . I got up and ran to the bathroom , without remembering that dylan was with me .

[ Dylans  pov]

she shot out of the bed before I could stop her . I had a feeling if she went in that bathroom , she would walk out with some cuts to heal .

I got up and actually stabled my balance and walked forwards her . my stitches were healing pretty good . I didnt bother to look at them I just focused on Rachel .

she closed the door with so much frustration . I was so damn glad she didn't lock it . I walked in a little to late though . when I walked in I saw my beauty cutting her leg . I ran to her and pinned her arms to the wall . she dropped the blade and hid her head in my neck . she began to cry and I layed her hands down .

I looked at the blood running down her leg , about 10-20 slits on her right leg . i didn't even ask what happened , I stayed quiet . she looked at me and said " Dylan why did you cut your hip " .

I looked at her and said " if I tell you , will you tell Me why you Did this tonight ". she nodded yes . and I said " I cut my hip , because I thought demi was gonna say no to letting me stay here . I didn't want to be with my so called 'parents' , all they do is hurt me.  soo bad ".

I began to cry after that she took me by the neck and pulled me to her face . she wiped my tears away and kissed me , I pulled my self away and said " your turn " . she looked down and took a deep breath ,and said " I had an dream that my dad came back from the hospital and tried to rape me and my mom let him do it ".

"I'm sorry Rachel I really am I'm trying to show you , you don't need a blade to realise pain "

but she said " what do you think I'm trying to do for you babe , I love you !" .

I looked down at her cuts and said " but it hurts me more when you do it to yourself".

I took a towel and cleaned her cuts with alcohol . she almost screamed when she felt the pain . all she did was cry and shake . I kept saying sorry to her while this was happening .

she looked at me and said " its ok your doing great if it wasent for you , I would probably be dead"

  I looked at her and said " same here " . I took some bandages and wrapped her leg in it .

I kissed her leg and said " all better now " . she looked at me and said " we make a new promise " .

"yes" I said . "we both promised that if we ever wanted to cut , to talk to  each other . and to try and eat ". we sealed it with an kiss . she started to laugh when helped her down .

" what!?!" I said . she said " nothing hickey boy " haha I went back to the mirror and looked at it  some  more . I just stood there and laughed .

she said " do you still want to sleep with me , its 3:00 am ".  I said " ofcourse". I  climbed in bed with her in my lap . she cuddled upagainst my neck . and kissed it , and said " I love you " .I looked at her and said " I love you to baby girl " .she fell sleep in my arms and fell asleep holding her .

nothun better then this