I'm F.I.N.E (Demi Lovato)

Dylans point of view ...chapter 28

*****morning*****

[Dylans pov ]

I couldn't get any sleep , I was so goddamn mad . I didn't even leave my room for hours . I heard Rachels crying , it hurt my heart . but she broke it while kissing jack !

I just sat there thinking of all the things that I've  been though with her . I wanted to cut so bad . I got up and looked for my blade . my door opened and it was demi . but i made it to the bathroom before I could see her .

I walked in the bathroom and found the blade , I found and empty spot on my leg and brought the blade to my leg . before I could cut demi came in and said " Dylan put it down , I don't need 2 kids cutting ".

I looked at her and said " how much did she cut ". she sighed  " a lot ".

I just collapsed down on the floor , knowing I'm the reason she did that to herself . but why would she kiss jack ?

demi picked me up and sat me on her lap and said " what happened between you too ". I looked up and said " long story , but the guy who bullies me was rachels ex . he came here to apologize to me and then he talked to Rachel after . I was watching them . then he kissed her . she kissed him back but then threw him off and he left . when she came back I'm we had a fight and I ended the relationship . I stayed in here all night , I heard her crying but it was to much for me ".

her jaw was to the ground and said

" Woah ". I just sat there . demi looked at Me and said " oh yea I remember him , I saw him before I left to go to rehab".

" yea , he said he was so mean to people because he blamed himself for leaving Rachel here in misery ".

demi looked at Me and said " but Rachel isn't like that , she would never cheat on Someone ".

"do you know the full story yet ?".

I said "no" realizing how stupid I was not to give her a Chance to speak . she said hold on as she lead me to my bed . she walked out my door and torwards Rachel room . I wanted to see her , but at the same time I didn't .

demi was holding Rachel wedding style as she cried into her . demi sat her on the floor as she huddled in her knees . I felt so bad , I just wanted to comfort her .

I had to fight myself back to hug her . Rachel looked up at me and her eyes got wide . she looked terrible , she had her hair in an lazy bun . but her face was do pale and lifeless . I could tell she was cutting , she wore long pants and long sleeve . she started to run out the room but demi held her down .

I sat there motionless , I love her unconditionally but I just don't know ! demi let go of Rachel and she sat there on floor . she sobbed and sobbed . I got up and said " I can't be here right now , I'm going down stairs ".

I walked Down there and fell to my knees . I just sobing onto the floor , motion less . tears stream down my face I stare at the carpet .

I gathered myself together in the downstairs bathroom and walked up the stairs . I walked In my room , and saw Rachel there still . huddled up in an corner, she didn't even look at me.

demi sat next to her and comforted her . it hurt so much I wanted to be the one to comfort her . I sat on the floor infront of them and demi said  "you guys need to talk about this ".

I shook my head "no " .

Rachel muttered under her breath

" I'm leaving , I'm going back to my room" demi started to pull her back but rachel looked at her and said " I don't want to be somewhere I'm hated at".

she glanced at me while tears formed infront of my eyes . she walked away and slammed her door . that's when demi brought me close to her , I cried into her shirt .

demi said to me " do you hate Rachel ". I looked at her and said " never in a billion years would I hate Rachel , I still love her so much ". demi just stroked my hair and said " shh ssh its gonna be ok , you will get her back ".

I just cried all that day . not knowing what to do with myself .

a/n just wanted to write a little somethin before school sooo here it is writing more after school thoe ! bye !