I'm F.I.N.E (Demi Lovato)

cut ...chapter 31

[demi POV ]

once we checked out  Dylan  we immediately went back home . I heard Rachel and dylan giggling in the back of the car . it was literally the cutest fucken couple ever !

I smiled as we pulled into are drive way . I got out the car and picked the two love seagulls up and said " welcome home babes".

they both smiled and walked to the door . Rachel opened the door with her key and instantly took Dylan up stairs . I just smiled at how happy she was . it was beautiful  to see them happy <3

[ Rachel pov ]

I dragged Dylan upstairs , being couscous of his arms . not trying to grab his cuts. I didn't know where to grab , he cut his whole arm ! we walked past demis room and then past his . I kept on Walking so we didn't have to see it .

but he did... he stood there frozen . I saw him walk and look at the rope on the bed , the chair , and the blade . he collapsed to the floor with his mouth quivering .

I brought him close to me in the door way and said " come on sweetie , that wasent you . this is you . happy you ! babe your better than the old Dylan ".

he slowly got up and walked to my room . he sat on the corner of my bed and I closed the door behind me . he shot up and said " I gotta tell demi something quick ". I said " Kay ", as he walked off . 

[ Dylans pov ]

I went down to demis room and said " hey , can we please talk tomorrow in the morning I want to talk to Rachel ".

she looked at me and said " yea sure buttercup ". I ran towards her and hugged her " thank you demi ...for everything". she said " no problem".

I walked into Rachels room and tackled her to the bed with kisses . she laughed and said " oh how I missed those lips so damn much ".

I smiled and got up . I stood infront of her while she sat on the foot of the bed . I looked down and said "we gotta talk babe ". she looked at me vert confused and said " about what ".

I got Down infront of her and said " those cuts on your legs ". she looked down and said " u-um I don't kn- "

"RACH YOU DO KNOW ! LET ME SEE THEM !". she sighed and hesitated as she walked to her drawer . she got up and pulled some shorts out and said " turn around". I did so and waited for her to say if it was ok . " ok " she said , I turned around to see gashes , some deep some.on the surface. I looked at her while she tensed up . I came closer to her and she backed away.

  I said " hey , hey it just Dylan the boy who loves you I'm not gonna hurt you ". she stopped moving back away from me and jumped into my arms . I hugged her soo goddamn tight . it was late and we had a pretty damn hard day.  I left to my room and tried to stay strong . I tried to pick everything in my room up and clean up . but I couldn't knowing I Did that to  myself just made me hate myself more .

I began to cry and huddle in my knees ,until I felt arms wrap around me . and soft lips on top of mine . it was Rachel here to comfort me . I couldn't stop crying no matter how hard I tried to ,I  couldn't stop .

rach tried soothing me as much as she could but it didn't work . she picked up my fragile ill body and took me down the hall to her room . she sat my on the bathroom conter and got an damp towel . I stuttered out and said " i-I-love you ". she smiled as she wiped the tears from my eyes . she wiped my face with the towel and ruffled her hands in my hair . I smiled slightly wiping some still falling tears .

I hopped off the counter while Rachel walked out the bathroom . I pulled her back and said " you know what we havent done in an while ".

" what ". she said .

"this"... as I bit her neck , she gasped as I kept kissing her neck . she  grabbed my hair from behind . she got out of my grasped and straddled me to her bed . she grabbed my head and tilted exposing my bare neck . she smiled and bit directly on my sweet spot. I gasped and grabbed her thigh . she kept kissing my neck , she wouldn't let me go . I wanted to yell like a little girl on an rollercoaster , cuz I felt soo damn good !

she then moved her mouth from my neck and kissed my mouth . I sat my self up not breaking the kiss I layed her on the bed and hovered over her . she smiled and brought my body to her . we kissed and I  asked for entrance but she denied . I poked her side and she gasped and I took the opportunity to sneak my tongue in her Mouth .

she smacked the back of my head , which made me smile . I broke the kiss and lifted her up and hugged her . she spoke into my ear and said " I've missed your lips so much ".

I smiled and hugged her tighter . we turned out all the lights in the room . and kissed once again in the dark . she got in the bed with me , she layed her head on my chest as my arm rested on her .

" I love you ". she muttered out the same and kissed my cheek . we slept for once that night . peacefully

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