I'm F.I.N.E (Demi Lovato)

bulls in the Bronx ...chapter 64

[ Rachels pov ]

when I turned around it was my mom and demi , bug eyed staring at us . mostly mom cause she had never seen us viscously makeout before ...haha .

I separated myself from Dylan and sat across from him. dem looked at us disappointed and mom , well mom had smoke coming out of her ears .

she stomped over here pulling both of us out the hot tube like we were weightless .

did moms just get an bolt amount of strength when they find your 14 year old daughter making out ??

we were dripping wet while mom stood in between us looked angry . demi made her way over here slowly and stood there .

I was mostly thinking about how bad this is gonna be for us later . mom started to ramble some words at Dylan and she just stood there frozen with wide eyes .

demi stood there trying to plead with mom , but she wasent having any of it . while demi was talking mom , Dylan looked over at me gesturing my stomach .

I had completely forgot and hid it over my arm . I couldnt grab my shirt it was all the way over where  Dylan was getting an ear full .

I just stood there until I heard my mom yell " SEE I TOLD YOU THIS WOULD BE AN BAD I IDEA TO LET HIM STAY HERE ! ".

I was shocked my mom would say that and I lost it .

I walked  up to her standing directly infront of her . I still had my arm over my cut but I didn't care anymore .

I started to yell " HOW CAN YOU SAY THAT ! HUH ?? HE IS THE BEST FUCKING THING THAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME SINCE MY FATHER DIED AND I WAS RAPED ! I WOULDNT BE THIS WAY IF IT WASENT FOR YOU ! I WOULD BE PARANOID ! HURT ! IF YOU WERE JUST AN GOOD MOTHER !! I MAYBE WOULD HAVE EATEN FOOD BUT NO ! YOU DIDNT CARE ! CLEARLY YOU DIDN'T CARE BECAUSE YOU LET ME GET RAPED ! NOW I'M LIVING WITH MY CELEBRITY 18 YEAR OLD SISTER AND BOYFRIEND . BECAUSE THEY ARE THE ONLY ONES THAT LOVE ME ! HE MADE ME EAT ! HE HELPED ME WHEN I CUT MYSELF ! HE HELPED ME WHEN I WANTED TO KILL MYSELF ! HE SEES RIGHT THOUGH ME ! YOU DONT ! THE ONLY PEOPLE I HAVE IN MY LIFE ARE DEMI AND DYLAN ! YOU BETTER BE LUCKY HE IS HERE ! BECAUSE ONE DAY DEMI WILL LEAVE TO GO TO THE STUDIO AND I WILL LIE TO HER AND SAY I'M FINE WHEN I'M NOT !! AND WHEN SHE COMES BACK SHE WON'T SEE ME FOR THE LAST TIME ! SHE WILL SEE IS AN BODY LYING THERE WITH AN AN DEEP GASH IN MY VAIN . BLEEDING TO DEATH ! I'VE BEEN PUSHED OVER FUCKEN EDGE MOM ! I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME ! , I THOUGHT YOU CARED ! DYLAN IS THE ONLY REASON WHY I'M ALIVE RIGHT NOW ! CAUSE I SWEAR IF HE WASENT IN MY LIFE I'D BE 6 FEET UNDER BY NOW ! ...."

By the time I was done I was in tears . I showed her the carving in my stomach and she just froze there . I could see the tears glistening in her eyes . but mine were poring as Dylan hugged me .

he wrapped my arms around my neck and pulled me close . I cried into his neck while standing there .

he caressed my bare back as I clung onto him . demi came to me and hugged me . seconds later my mom tried to speak to me and I yelled " NO.  DONT TALK TO ME. ".

spun my self around to see her in tears . I felt bad for her , but she put me through hell and back .

[ Dylans pov]

I stayed quiet the whole time , just waiting so I can be supportive . there was basically and stare off between Julie and Rachel . they both had tears running down her face . 

Rachel looked like she had enough angry to attack her mother , but on the other hand thats her mother . she would never . He mother just looked hurt and confused more just like wanting to break down .