I'm F.I.N.E (Demi Lovato)

Blake ...chapter 44 part two

[ Rachel pov ]

I woke up very sore in my arms . I sat my self up and looked at my surroundings. only my boxes in my big empty room . "wonderful" I muttered under my breath .

got up and looked straight ahead , and saw Dylan looking at me . he whisperd " hey " . I was completely disgusted and groaned out " ughh " walking away down stairs .

I smelt food , and at this point I don't want to eat . I kept walking and I saw demi making eggs and bacon . I hugged her from behind and sat down. she said " can you get dylan ". I groaned and walked upstairs . I stood in front of the door way and said with an attitude " demi wants you for breakfast ". he got up and walked up and out of the room .

following behind me he whisperd in my ear as I was walking " we have to talk about this ". I sharply turned around and yelled " OK WE HAVE TO TALK ABOUT HOW YOU BROKE MY HEART HUH !". I kept walking down the stairs and sitting across from him .

[Dylans pov ]

we sat down across each other waiting for demi to hand us are food . she handed mine and Rachels I just stared at me food . needing the motivation to eat it but never going to get it .

I looked at Rachel and saw her just poking at her food . I knew since we " broke up " she was not going to eat possibly cut  . i felt bad now , I still want her back but until I get rid of this anger I can't be with you .

demi came up to us ans stood infront of the table and said " I know you guys aren't on speaking terms but please eat for me then ". i looked over at demi and back to my plate . Rachel got up and demi said " RACHEL ! ". she sat down imminently and started eating . I finish mine then rachel finished hers .

Rachel ran to her room with tears in her eyes , and I just stood there with my face in my hands . demi rubbed my back and said " don't worry baby , she will come along ". I nodded and she said " I gotta go do some interviews today will you be ok with out me ". I nodded as she went upstairs .

[ Demis pov ]

I ran to Rachels room and she was just laying there . I kissed her and said " try and get along with him , I'm leaving Today. ill be back by 12:00 ". she kissed my cheek and nodded . I gave Dylan an kiss and went to the studio to get started on my interviews .

[ Rachels pov ]

I got up ten minutes later and got dressed to go see Blake . really right now I'm not looking for an boyfriend, I just want an friend .

I got dressed and walked out my room expecting to see Dylan on his bed , but he wasent . I continued walking down stairs and saw Dylan watching t.v. sitting on the new couch .

I went to the kitchen to get some water and before I could get to the door Dylan ran to get it .

I expected it to be demi or the mail man but of course I was wrong it was Blake ...

[ Dylans pov ]

I got up to get the door and saw some boy just standing there and he said " ohh hi is Rachel here ". I looked back at Rachel and she came closer to me and said " I'm going out ". I moved so she could get out the door . she left with " Blake ". ugh I can feel the rage at this moment .

I was now all alone in this huge house , not knowing what to do . I paced around the room some time till I had and urge to cut . I ran upstairs and got the blade ...

I rolled up my shorts and cut my leg just 10 slits . It made me feel better . I got up and cleaned my leg . crying from the stinging alcohol on me .

I went back down stairs and just watched t.v. acting like nothun happened . 

[ Rachels pov ]

Blake walked me to and near by park and we sat down on the swings . the park was completely deserted . he looked at me and said " um thank y-you for helping me yesterday ". I smiled and said " no problem ". he looked down at the ground and said " Rachael why do cut your self ". i looked Down and sighed " I did it because um ive been through a lot in life ".

he looked at the ground and I grabbed his hand and smiled . " thank you Blake for being here for me ". he smiled and hugged me , ohhh gosh how hugs just make me feel good .

I let go of him with his hands still on my hips and mine around his neck . we stared at each other as he leaned in . I was going with it until I stopped him .

" I'm Sorry but I just got out of an bad relationship I'm not ready to date but I want to be friends , I do have feelings for you thoe ". he smiled said " I have feelings for you too I can wait I just wanna be you friend ".

I hugged him again and I just spent and day with him at the park . didnt even think of Dylan . before we left he said while holding my hand " um who was that guy who answered the door , he looked at me like he was gonna kill me haha ".

Ohhh um well long story but my boyfriend had problems with his parents and so he lives with us . we broke up 2 days ago I don't know why thoe . I WONT give him  time of day to speak to me . We arnt together thoe  .

he looked at me and said " um Woah wow". I awkwardly smiled and said " yea ill tell you more about it later ". he said ok as he walked me back to my house . we stood in front on my door and I kissed his cheek and and said " thank you for today , goodnight ". I hugged him and walked in the house .

[ Dylans pov ]

the sun was setting as Rachel walked inside . she glared at me and walked upstairs . before she got all the way up I said " who is he ". she turned around and said " a friend ".

I got up and stood at the front of the stairs and said " just like Jack was an friend ".

I knew I fucked up when I said that .

she came face to face with me and yelled " JACK CAME ONTO ME , I WAS VARIABLE ! BLAKE IS MY FRIEND MY ONLY FRIEND ! HE CARES ABOUT ME MORE THAN YOU ! CUZ YOU OBVIOUSLY DON'T CARE TO BREAK MY HEART ".

she was so close to me I grabbed he waist and pulled her into my lips and  passionately kissed her . she broke the kiss and looked at me breathless . I stared at her and said " that kiss shows how much I care ".

she looked at me angrily and shook her head and walked upstairs crying .

I fucked up ....real bad