I'm F.I.N.E (Demi Lovato)

your gone and not coming back ?..chapter 73

[ Dylans pov ]

I was checking the closet when I heard and loud gasp . followed by an horrifying scream , and I knew this was going to be an horrid sight .

I instantly ran for Rachel downstairs regardless who might be intruding . once I got to Rachel she was frozen infront of the bathroom door .

she feel to her knees ... once I got to her I looked directly what she was looking at .

demi ...

she looked unconscious or just plain dead . her body was sprawled out infront of the toilet on the floor . her face was into the most likely cold tile floor . 

I stood there for an second in shock . because if demi was dead , so was Rachel and I . I knew we both wouldnt make it alive .  I know we would end up dead together . I don't think it bothered us much , just as long as we were together. we would be fine .

before I could think any futher , I spoke "call the ambulance", I said without taking my eyes off of demi . she didn't even budge she was in shock .

"Rachel call the ambulance now !!!", I yelled in frustration . she flinched but ran to her phone in her bag . I heard her speaking to the ambulance and then came back towards me .

she made her way to me slowly , she wasent crying . she just had an look of disappoint on her face .

she walked straight pass me and too demi on the floor. she crouched down and picked her body up carefully . she layed her head on her Lap and stroked her hair .

[ Rachels pov ]

I was stroking her hair and I could her the ambulance from the distance . but I was just focused on demi  . I knew she was dead . I knew she wasent gonna make it . and I excepted that . but I would be with her one day .

her shirt had blood on it and I pulled her shirt up and saw all the fresh marks she had made .  I felt my eyes water , and tears fall on her shirt . 

I looked up at her lifeless face . she was  deathly pale . I knew she was dead . what was I suppost to do ! if she died ! live with my mom ! no ! what about Dylan !

I whispered to her through tears "we will meet one day again . I promise. ".

I felt arms wrapped around me as demi's body was being taken away .

I felt hopeless riding into the ambulance with Dylan arms wrapped around me . just looking at her body ....made me more suicidal then ever .

my whole world laying there as people stick ivy in her arm and try to revive her .

I just cried into Dylan while he cried into me .

I felt so helpless , powerless . just nothing could bring me out of this . ever . not even Dylan .

once we got to the hospital they rushed her in . while Dylan held me wedding style into the hospital to the waiting room .  I didn't bother calling my mother . I didn't want to break her heart futher ...

I knew she would be upset possibly loosing an daughter . but she doesn't understand that after she looses her first born she is gonna loose her second born .

____2 hours later____

[ dylans pov ]

the doctor came out looking towards us . and I just felt my heart sank as he approached us . he didn't even bug an smile or an hint of anything good happening . but he didn't show any signs of something bad ether .

Rachel was curled up in my Lap almost asleep .  she was basically breaking into an million pieces . I just held her tighter and hugged her .

the doctor stood infront of me and said