Eagle
What happened to everything I used to know? My childhood best friend's name is Blair and I'm not sure how I feel about him. We've always been friends, but just friends. I'm not blind to the fact that he's flirting with me but I don't know if he actually likes me or not. Making up excuses to hold my hand or put his arm around me doesn't make him seem any slicker and I hate how he hides his emotions. Whenever I'll bring up how he feels about me he pushes it all away and denies everything to the point of making me feel bad for asking. I wish he could just tell if he likes me because it'd make things so much easier. Everything he does makes it seem as if he wants to be together but I can't help but wonder if it's all in my mind.
My ex-boyfriend's name is PJ. He wanted to have sex with me at our friend Antonio's party during freshman year. I wasn't over my ex and pushed him off of me ending the relationship. I've seen him around school and he hasn't been looking too well. While he did try to force himself on me I'm not mad. I wonder how he is every now and again. I'd text him but I want him to move on from what happened like I did. I feel like texting might bring back all the bad memories instead of all the good ones so I haven't tried. It may not seem like I care about him but I really do. I want him to be happy just like I'm trying to be.
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How to Lose your Best Friend
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