WAYWARD - L.H

thirty one

Tomorrow.

Tomorrow's going to be the start of classes. I'm excited at the same time obnoxious. Connor dropped by, by the dorms yesterday and I was hyped to see him. We had dinner at CUNY Grill and he walked me back.

I got my schedule for tomorrow's class today and Connor and I compared classes, its a good thing were going to be classmates in Political Science.

"I can't believe I'm taking up trigonometry again!" I groan after taking a sip on my coffee, who knew that because of Connor, I found this not too shabby coffee shop behind the grill.

"Well if you didn't flanked it in the first place" He teased

"I didn't flanked it I had an average grade, just so you know" I rolled my eyes,

"You'll be taking trigonometry in any place you'll go" He retorted,

"I just hate it why can't it be just..math!"

He laughed at my dumb statement,

"I mean who uses the angle signs while computing their grocery list?!"

"Pheobear, grow up!" He chuckles.

As the afternoon passed by and I spent it alone in the dorms I got bored.

Its only 3 and I've watched everything on television and Amanda is nowhere to be found. I need to get her phone number as soon as possible.

I kind of like her now..I seem to always look for her. She's not that bad.

I took another glance on my phone and I have no text messages in my inbox only from the cellphone company wanting me to try their new promo.

I sighed as I fidget with my phone staring at all the photos in my gallery.

I haven't really deleted all the photos of Lucas and I.

I took a long glance in every single one. I reminisced every swift swipe of our photos on my screen, I'm still devastated about what happened between the both of us, I thought we were meant to be together..forever. I know I sound overrated and pathetic but when you're in that moment and you love someone so much you'll just start planning your future with that person in your head. I can't believe he cheated on me. I trusted him but I need to get over all of it. Move on.

With just a single press all 675 photos of Lucas and I were deleted, leaving me with relief to have finally deleted it. I think its almost been 5 months since I last saw him. I just need to stop thinking about it..about him..about what happened to the both of us.

I closed my eyes my phone on my chest and my forearm on my forehead.

It was silent for a moment but the door opened leaving a loud thud, startling me.

"Oops hi!" Amanda beamed carrying her pink bags, Ashton behind her carrying loads of other pink bags.

She loves pink. I get it.

"Hey!" I sat up,

"What's up, Pheobe" Ashton greeted,

"I'm just bored" I answered.

"Obviously, why don't you join the bonfire tonight? they'll start it in a while" Amanda exclaimed placing her bags on the carpeted floor

"Bonfire?" I asked,

"Damn girl, the whole campus is covered with flyers about it! Don't tell me you didn't read it or see it? The bonfire is always held before the classes start, to welcome the freshmen and you know fraternities and sororities search for new victims or whatever" Amanda explains.