June 6, 1980
-John's POV-
It was weird. I hadn't had sex with anyone other than Freddie. Roger was different. It didn't feel right. I didn't feel right. I was feeling sick when I woke up. I didn't have the abnormality of getting pregnant but I was feeling the sickness he should.Roger had left in the middle of the night so he could be with Brian. I missed him for a strange reason. I loved Freddie. I got up and threw up in the bathroom next to my room.
I immediately called Freddie. He answered straight away, "Hey?"
"Baby, I need you. I'm scared..." I said with my teeth chattering. He could sense I needed help, "I'll be right there." He ended it.After a few hours, he came. I was laid in my bed, trying to get to sleep. He sat next to me, "What is it?" I stuttered, "I w-woke up f-f-feeling sick but I-I'm not o-one of them..." His face dropped, "I think you need to test..."
"You don't think I have? I bought one for Roger but he left it here. I tested. It was negative..." I mumbled. He smiled, "It is probably nothing. I'll stay with you."He got into bed with me and became the big spoon. He was always the big spoon. It got a bit annoying. I whispered to him, "To think, we won't be able to do this much when there is a kid running around." He gasped in a sarcastic matter, "Really? Oh no!" I chuckled at him and turned myself around. I said, "Did you know I love you?"
"Nope!" He smiled widely, showing his teeth too. He usually hated his teethe being exposed but now he has a moustache, it's easier to hide them.We're going to have a child. I think...
(AN: Sorry if these aren't that good, I'm struggling a bit as I'm trying to write, do school work, socialise and deal with rejection. It's made me feel so bad and stressed at the moment. If I don't post for a while, it's because of it. However, if I do post and it's not any good, let me know and give me some ideas. I love you all and thank you for 400+ reads on this one!)
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Radio GaGa (Renamed) (Sequel to Forbidden Loves)
FanfictionDon't read this until you have read the first one. It's 1980, the band has been successful but the relationship for John and Freddie has not. After their breakup in 75, they went on to see other people. John made a mistake and Freddie found a new p...