April 15, 1980
-Freddie's POV-
It was so relieving when it's just me and John. Since the May-Taylor family had gone away, me and John could express our emotions without judgement.
I wasn't exactly with John yet, we just flirted with each other. I wasn't fully over Paul because I think a part of me actually fell in love with him.
God, why are emotions so hard!?
John strode into the studio with a smile, "I have a song for the album!" He never usually was confident about his song ideas but this one was different.
"It is called Need Your Loving Tonight." He said with excitement and seductiveness. I winked, "Is this about me?"
"Maybe...I love you. Please be my boyfriend." He begged.
He didn't understand how much I had fallen for Paul. How heartbroken I was when I broke up with him. How much regret I've been feeling since. He never understood.
"Not yet, my love...I'm not ready yet..." I mumbled.
"It's been over 2 weeks, how long will it take?" He asked with a puppy dog face.
I snapped, "Well I was falling in love with him so it was very hard for me to let him go. Getting over him is a long process that you don't understand!"
His face became wrinkled with anger, "I don't know what it's like?! I had to get over an abusive boyfriend I thought I loved. TWICE! So if I don't know what it's like then I'm sorry!"
I immediately regretted what I had said to him. I had forgotten about Charlie since he hadn't come into our lives in a while.
"Listen, I didn't mean it. I'm sorry..." I said as I tried to hold his arm to calm him. He pushed me away, "Just leave me alone for now...I'll be back later..."
Shit. What have I done?
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Radio GaGa (Renamed) (Sequel to Forbidden Loves)
FanficDon't read this until you have read the first one. It's 1980, the band has been successful but the relationship for John and Freddie has not. After their breakup in 75, they went on to see other people. John made a mistake and Freddie found a new p...
