Bnha One Shots [REQUESTS TEMPORARILY CLOSED]

My Fault

Bakugou x Midoriya

Midoriya gets injured during battle, but not from a villain but from his reckless partner. How will the both of them deal with this permanent damage?

Katsuki felt guilty as fuck. How could he not? Not only was he sitting at the green head's hospital bed, again, but he was the reason Izuku was there in the first place. He'd been reckless and carefree, not watching his surroundings while fighting that villain. All of this could've been so easily avoided... Yet here they were...

The doctor had already told the ash blonde hero what the damage was, even though Midoriya hadn't woken up yet. Because besides being hero partners, they were also partners on another aspect of their lives. They've been a couple since before graduation and have always fought crime together ever since.

Mostly when getting into the hospital, Bakugou would scold him for being careless with his quirk again. Yet this time around, it had been him who was careless... He quickly wiped away a tear from his ruby red eyes, remembering the small box he found earlier this week. It was a plain black, nothing special, but within there was a beautiful ring. The ruby eyed male knew their anniversary was in a few days and had literary cried when finding out Deku was planning on purposing to him.

But what now? Will the green head still want him as his husband after what he'd done..?

"K-Kacchan..?"

The blonde's head shot up, staring at his precious boyfriend who was just waking up.
"Ugh... It smells like hospital in here... Don't tell me-"
"It wasn't your fault" Bakugou interrupted him, instantly holding his hand.
"I-I... I was too focussed, got zoned out of reality... It's my fault. I-it's all my damn fault Deku... I-I'm so sorry..."

"Hey, it's alright, it was an accident" Izuku smiled, slowly sitting up.
"Besides, I'll heal, like I always do"
A cold silence fell in the room, a lump in Katsuki's throat preventing him from speaking the harsh truth. No... No, you won't recover from this one Deku... He couldn't tell him. He was too much of a coward. So instead he just nodded, forcing a small smile and wiping away his tears.
"Yeah... O-of course"

"That's the Kacchan I know!" Izuku smiled, kissing him on the cheek.
"Say, mind getting me some food from across the street? I'm starving"
"Sure thing Deku" Katsuki chuckled, ruffling his dark green hairs as he stood up. But while the blonde was away, the doctor came to check in again, explaining to Izuku that there would be permanent damage. He'd be blind in his left eye and deaf in right left ear.

There would also be a bit of scar tissue left on his face, but Midoriya quickly shrugged that off. What's another scar when you're already littered in them? What worried him more was the fact his senses were damaged. Sight and sound are essential for a hero. He couldn't have blind spots if he wanted to save everyone!

"Oi Deku, I brought you katsudon-" Katsuki started as he entered the room, stopping in his tracks when he noticed the doctor.
"Ah, Mr Bakugou, glad you're back. I just informed Mr Midoriya of his injuries" he stated.
"We'll run some more tests this afternoon but after that you should be able to leave"

"Thanks doc" Izuku muttered, looking down at his hands while fiddling with his fingers. Bakugou soundlessly placed the food on the small table next to hi lover, not making any eye contact.
"So you already knew, didn't you?"
"I'm sorry" the blonde choked out, his voice instantly raspy as he was on the verge of tears.
"I-I so fucking sorry Deku..."

Tears rolled down his cheeks and his shoulders started shaking slightly. He'd damaged the one he loved the most in this world... This was all his fault!
"It's my fault..."
"It's okay" Izuku whispered, grabbing Kacchan's hand again, making the blonde look up in surprise.
"No, it's not. If you say it's okay, it means it's alright to do it again. It's not okay, Izuku"

"Huh, you haven't called me Izuku since All Might died" the green head muttered, making Bakugou freeze up a little. It's true. The blonde never called his boyfriend by his birthname. Only Deku. Always Deku. But at serious moments like these, like when All Might had passed away... No, it wasn't like that. Everyone knew Toshinori was on his death bed. They'd said their last goodbye's weeks before.

This, this happened in an instant. Nobody was prepared. Nobody saw this coming. Midoriya was scarred for life, needing to adapt his way of living because if it. It was unlike any of his previous injuries, which were all fairly healed up.
"This is seriously fucked up..."
"That much is true, but than again, we both knew what we were getting into" Deku smiled.

"This isn't what happens to heroes, Deku. Partners don't hurt each other"
"I wasn't talking about being heroes, Kacchan. I was talking about our relationship as boyfriends"
This made the explosive hero look up into the emerald eyes of his lover.
"I love you Kacchan, and everything about you. This was an accident and accidents happen"
Katsuki wanted to interrupt him but Izuku was quicker.

"And I want to love you forever, with all your strengths and flaws, everything. That's why-"
"No! Don't fucking ask me" the blonde hissed, standing up and letting go of his hand instantly.
"Don't. I-I... I don't deserve it"
"Kacchan-"
"I found the ring, okay? I-I know that you were gonna..." he sighed, vaguely gesturing with his hand. Izuku remained quiet as Katsuki ranted on.

"It's our anniversary in a few days, so you were probably gonna purpose then, right? A-and now this shit happens and you! You little selfless bastard..! You still dare to love me after everything I've done to you! I-I... I don't understand you at all sometimes Deku! H-how could I ever say yes knowing that I can't control myself? I can't go buy a nice suit knowing I could hurt you again like this! I-I can't say I do when I'm not sure whether I'll hurt you or not... P-please... Please, just... Don't ask. Please... Don't ask me whether or not I want to marry you... Because the answer is a thousand times yes and I'll never be able to reject you"

Izuku smiled, tilting his head a little while cupping Katsuki's cheeks. The blonde hadn't noticed that his boyfriend got out of bed, now standing in front of him.
"It's okay Kacchan... There's no rush" Midoriya whispered, carefully wiping away some stray tears.
"I still trust you, I know you'd never hurt me on purpose. And if you wanna wait, we'll wait. Up until the day you are 100% certain, okay? I love you"

"I-I... I love you too...you moron" Bakugou breathed, hugging the green head and holding him close.
"By the way, did you like the ring? I wasn't really sure about the design-"
"Just shut up nerd" the blonde muttered, dugging his head into the crook of Izuku's shoulder. Deku chuckled, rubbing the explosive hero's back with one hand while trailing his ash blonde hair with the other.

"It's okay Kacchan. It's not your fault"