(Roman)
(Virgil)
(Together)
Virgils POV
I sighed, stepping into the shower. I felt the hot water hit my back, I untensed my shoulders, and stood there. I stood there in silence until I heard a shower next to me turn on. I live in an apartment building, so someones shower is right next to mine. It never really bothered me much, though. The person on the other side started singing.
"Dear insecurity,
When you gonna take your hands off me?
When you ever gonna let me be
Proud of who I am?
Oh insecurity,
When you gonna take your hands off me?
When you ever gonna let me be
Just the way I am?
Dear insecurity-"
"I hate the way you make me feel
I hate the things you make me think
You make me sick to my stomach
I wish that I wasn't me
Some days when I wake up I see myself in the mirror
I feel like what shouldn't be couldn't be clearer
My nose to my clothes, from my chin to my skin
I'll never be good enough ever again-"
"For you, so I changed for you
Then I died for you, then you made me blue
If I were you, I'd hate me too
But I already feel like you do."
3rd person
Virgil and Roman both got out of the shower, both rushing to get dressed.
"Because you tell me I'm not worth shit
And the bad lucks on purpose
and of I'm sad then I deserve it
But underneath the surface
I'm hurting searching and learning
My imperfections make me perfect."
They get dressed and go back to the bathroom to brush their teeth, they smile as they hear one another from the other side of the wall.
"Dear insecurity
When you gonna take your hands off me?
When you ever gonna let me be proud of who I am?
Oh insecurity
When you gonna take your hands off me?
When you ever gonna let me be
Just the way I am?
Dear insecurity-"
"I feel like I'm dying in the inside
But I smile it off
I'm a mess, I'm depressed, I'm alone but it's all my fault
Did I do something wrong? This feelings unfair
Your making me anxious, but why the fuck do I care?
I over think everything till my thoughts are impaired
I hate everything about me
I think I need some air."
"Drink some water, take a breath
Take a moment to be thankful for the reasons that you're blessed
It's not about mistakes you made for failures that you had
It's all about the memories and little things you have
You freckles and flaws to your body and bruises
Your scars to your beautiful birth marks, the truth is
We're one in the same
So play your cards that your dealt
Nobody likes you more then when you're being yourself"
"Dear insecurity
When you gonna take your hands off me?
When you ever gonna let me be
Proud of who I am?
Oh insecurity
When you gonna take your hands off me?
When you ever gonna let me be
Just the way I am?
Dear insecurity-"
"I am
Proud of the person who I am
Nobodys gon' tell me who I am
Or who I can be
I am
Taking my life into my hands
Their tired of hiding who I am-"
They put on their socks and shoes and grabbed their keys, running out the door.
"I am me, so
Dear insecurity
When you gonna take your hands off me?
When you ever gonna let me be
Proud of who I am?
Oh insecurity
It's time I make you take your hands off me
Set me free I'm gonna let you see
I'm proud of who I am"
"Just the way I am"
They looked at each other, eyes locked.
"I'm proud of who I am"
"Hi." Roman said with a small smile.
"Hey." Virgil breathed out.
"It's great to finally meet the person I have duets with everyday."
"Yeah." Virgil smiled.
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Sander Sides oneshots
FanfictionAny chapter with Edit, 2024 written on it has been rewritten from the original 2019. My old ones suck, I'm sorry. My new ones are better, I swear. I've progressed over my years lol I will write fluff, angst, comfort, and smut.
