Sander Sides oneshots

I'm evil? (part two)

-requested part two. I said I would, so I am :)
-ummmm yeah, I had no idea what to do
-tw: Swearing, and, of course, Remus angst

It had been a week. Everything was relatively ok.

Except, it wasn't.

Remus hadn't come out of his room since that day day. Slowly, everyone noticed this.

They all gathered at Remus's door, even Janus, who stood there looking down at his feet. They knocked, but flinched as the spikes from Remus's mace peaked from behind the broken wood of his door.

"Go away." Remus called. They all looked at each other before slowly pushing the door open.

"Remus? Are you okay?" Patton asked. Remus was no where to be found but there was a bundle of blankets curled up on the bed.

"I said, go away." He said, throwing a pillow at them.

"We just wanted to check on you. You haven't been around." Remus scoffed, throwing the blankets off of him.

"Why would you want to be around me? I'm evil, remember?" He asked, glaring at Janus.

"Hey, rem, you know that's not true." Roman said, looking between him and Janus.

"It is. Don't fucking pretend you don't think I am because I saw how you reacted when Deceit said what he said in the last video." Remus said, getting up and jabbing a finger to his chest.

Janus flinched upon hearing that. He looked away with regret.

Roman put his hands up in a surrender. "I think we should give these two some time to talk." He said as he urged the others out, leaving just Remus and Janus.

"Remus, I-"

"I don't wanna fucking hear it. Just get out," His voice cracked just a bit under the pressure of keeping his tears down. "I-I don't... I don't need you."

"Remus, just listen to me-"

"I don't want to fucking listen!" He shouted. "I'm tired of listening! Listening to everyone always talking shit about me, and I can't say anything back because I always end up being the bad guy!"

Janus stared with wide eyes, stepping back as Remus walked up to him.

"I'm sick of listening! So, why don't you listen for once?!" He asked, Janus nodded.

"Roman left me, Virgil left me, I can't lose you, too! Okay? I can't!" His voice trembled and he took a deep breath.

"I don't care that everyone thinks I'm evil. I don't." He sighed, the anger running out of him faster than it had come. "I care that you think I'm evil."

"Remus, please, I don't think you're evil. It... It was the heat of the moment, I said the first thing that came to mind. Roman was playing against me and I just needed..." He trailed off when he noticed the hurt look on Remus's face.

"Its like looking into a fun house mirror." Remus said as he sat down with a sigh. He slowly began crying softly, pulling his knees up to his chest.

"I-I'm not evil. I'm not, I'm not. I-" He cut himself off with a sob. Janus sat down next to him pulling him closer.

"I know you aren't. We all know." Janus remembered that night. The yelling, the box, the quiet cries from behind Remus's door, though something kept him from comforting him.

"You're just as important and needed as the rest of us are. Without you, Thomas wouldnt be who he is." Janus sighed, wrapping his arms tighter around him.

"I'm sorry, Janny." Remus said softly.

"Theres nothing for you to be sorry about." Janus smiled softly at the nickname. "I'm sorry for what I said. I didn't mean it."

"I know." Remus sniffled, wiping the tears from his face. He leaned against him. "Do you still have the box?"

"Of course, I do. C'mon, it's in my room." They retrieved the box, it going back in its rightful place next to Remus's bed.

-rushed ending, I know, and I'm sorry.
-I have been requested to write a oneshot, though looking at it now, might take another part, involving Roman, Virgil, and Janus, so I have pre written a few really bad oneshots to post during the time of me writing that. Though I have to go through and edit.
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•NSFW-ISH•
-oh, I've been meaning to say this, remember all those rules I made about who tops and who bottoms when it comes to NSFW? Yeah well, fuck that, I'll write whatever. (Of course, with those 4 specific sides.)
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-finally, I love you all. Thanks for reading and being my friends. It helps a lot.